Tuesday, February 08, 2011

ListEn t0 y0uR HeARt

Nana, how have you been? Been crying since the day you went away. I'm tired of life, tired of acting. I have to put on a mask to everyone else. I have to smile and remain calm in front of people. I have to laugh even if i say a joke which is not funny. What am i becoming? I want to stay home and just rot away. Somehow, i know you'll forget me soon. My heart is shattered Nana. But do u even care? Everywhere i go, it seems so real that we were just there yesterday. Even moment with you i remembered dearly. Every kiss we made i still feel your lips on mine. I can no longer be myself. I'm torn. No matter how much i plead, how much i love you, you're never going to come back. But i'll never give you up. I'll wait for you. I'll wait for you Nana for you're my only love... Crying while typing. I bet you've done the same in the past. I miss you... I miss you dearly... It hurts now, badly...

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:06 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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