Wednesday, February 02, 2011

tHE EnD... fAReWeLL....

There is no need to pretend. Its all over now. She left. Whats left for me is hatred towards her, myself and the world. I'm sad. There's so many things i wish i could tell her but i cant. Whenever she hurt me unknowingly, all i can do is to bear with the pain. Yes i am being insensitive. But why? You felt for another guy and i forgive u. All the while we were together, you compared. What am i to you? Some product to compare and bargain with? I'm really sad and tired. I need blood. All the more i should bleed and drink from it. I feel like i'm so emotionally unstable. How can i curb it? I no longer need anyone with me. She's with another guy smiling happily. I should be happy for her aint i? Its okay. I've come to realize the flaws in me. I could cry in front of you. I wept more than you could imagine deep inside. Whenever, i hurt you, it really hurts me as well. Whenever i need you, you never came. Deep down i'm screaming but can you hear me? I love you... That's why i know i have to let you go. Be happy and smile. My heart is dead... The 2years we spent, i hope you can retain some good things we shared.

Farewell, wina my love...

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:30 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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