Monday, January 24, 2011
HappIneSs
Been feeling down lately. I wonder if it's because I'm growing older day by day or I've grown tired of life. Looking at the people around rushing to work, smiling and talking. I feel out of the world. I feel lonely. I want someone to talk to, someone whom i can smile with. I want a someone whom can appear as and when i need her. I thought i could survive it myself. Being alone, keep secrets to myself. Extracting only the color of my past. Somehow, i failed. Shades of grey darken my world. The sun no longer shine, the clouds no long drift. The light from the lighting diminished, the sound from the thunder can no longer be heard. Am i sharing the same skies as everyone? I want to be happy! What is true happiness? I want to smile from the bottom of my heart again. To see the people around me happy while I'm so distorted makes me miserable! So please, kill me off. Wipe out this empty and useless feeling. Make be brutal and heartless. I no longer want a tomorrow with such torment. Mine will be filled with the beautiful white roses stained with the blood dripping down my wrist. With my conscious fading and intact, i will bathe my world once again with shades of red and grey...
Emptiness...
Emptiness...
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:37 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, January 01, 2011
YoUR SmiL3
Dreams drift away like leaves on the water,
They roll down the river and slip out of sight;
Too many times we do what we ought,
Put off 'til tomorrow what we'd really rather do tonight,
And later realize:
Time passes by, people pass on,
At the drop of a tear, they're gone;
Let's do what we dare, do what we like,
And love while we're here before time passes by.
Thoughts are like pennies we keep in our pockets,
They're never worth nothing 'til we give them away;
But love's like a promise in an unopened letter,
Where nights full of pleasure seldom see the light of day,
When life gets in the way.
Time passes by, people pass on,
At the drop of a tear, they're gone;
Let's do what we dare, do what we like,
And love while we're here before time passes by.
They roll down the river and slip out of sight;
Too many times we do what we ought,
Put off 'til tomorrow what we'd really rather do tonight,
And later realize:
Time passes by, people pass on,
At the drop of a tear, they're gone;
Let's do what we dare, do what we like,
And love while we're here before time passes by.
Thoughts are like pennies we keep in our pockets,
They're never worth nothing 'til we give them away;
But love's like a promise in an unopened letter,
Where nights full of pleasure seldom see the light of day,
When life gets in the way.
Time passes by, people pass on,
At the drop of a tear, they're gone;
Let's do what we dare, do what we like,
And love while we're here before time passes by.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:37 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
