Wednesday, April 29, 2009
BeAutiFuL SmiL3s
Went for HSE today. Health Service For The Elderly. At first, i thought it was really boring. But it turns out to be fine. :) We danced, sing and played mahjong. Most of them are active and smiling. I'm happy. Even when i was dancing, i realise that i was smiling so easily from the bottom of my heart. I find to difficult to smile but today, i did. All thanks to them. Rather than having attachment in the dead environment of hospital, it good to take a break and be released from the cries of helpless or ill people which sometimes u feel there is limited you can do for them. Seriously, i really feel that we're not doing enough. Or maybe i am not doing enough? I want to relief them of their sickness, pain and discomfort, but what can i do? Get infected to share the pain? Or hit yourself on the same spot? We cant afford to.I just want to help people and make people happy. Thats why it pains me when there is a limit we can do things. Be in knowledge or skills, i want to master everything. Due to the swine flu, we're told to change before we take public transport. People will stimatise us? Maybe thats ture i supposed. On labour day, i actually planned long ago to visit my previous work place to bring them gifts and ask them to work hard. But i cant anymore. Many of the cafe are going to close down. And ECP has already been closed for a month plus. People are leaving and things are changing. The place which smells of memories is no longer visible. A smell i will always remember and the people whom i will always keep close to my heart.
SMILE ALWAYS...
SMILE ALWAYS...
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:56 pm
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