Wednesday, October 22, 2008

PaRt 0f mE

Life can be simple.It can be complicated and confusing. No matter how our life is, it still goes on. Thats for sure. When we love or is being love, a part of us just doesnt feel like ourself anymore. When we depart, we leave a part of us in the memories of our friends and family and the love ones. Therefore, i find it diffcult to forget. Difficult to let go. When u love and said u love someone, it is for real? So why does the love changes overnight? Everynight, my soul seems to leave my body wandering into emptyness. Things that people who were once important or rather still important to me said, i still remember. I still feel the presence around me. Huanted by memories and tears, the world keeps getting darker and darker. I wonder how life could be if i've never putted in my heart in silly things which i know i can't afford to lose. But its precisely that u can't afford to lose, thats why u will put in everything u've got. The higher we climb, the harder we fall. I'm a complex person. Many things overwhelm my mind. The memories torture my falling soul. Whatever it is, a part of me will always be with someone else. Everyone i suppose? When the end is near, i would just give it everything i've left rather then giving it up. Though i know i will be hurted, but i simply care less. I'm now standing of the former self like a shadow. Watching everytime the knifes of ruthless bandits stabbing my body. My body can no longer feel but the shadow follows. I'm broken hearted. But somehow my body began to feel pain. Cuz it can hardly bear the interior pain. UNbreak my heart? UNcry these tears? UNdo these hurts? I cant go on anymore...

There's always something left behind...
And that something will always be me...

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:16 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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