Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Ab0uT mE
About me. Things are complicated. About me, time is running out. Cherish every moment we have before someone special is gone long. About me, life is depressing. Its sometimes tiring and really sad. Why lead a life this way? Why can i forgive but not forget? I'm in pain. Indulge in these sweet words of poison and dying from this toxic of love. Promises are nothing but just lies. The care and concern are just something so small that are being invisible to me. Cuz everytime, the pain will be manify 100times. The feeling bottled up bit by bit, day by day. My chest so tight. I can hardly breathe. I used to have a good friend. She's my senior in work but however a caring and sweet girl. She doted me and i in turn took care and was there for her. But things changed. Time flies and we aged. She aint there anymore. Lying in the arms of another, i saw the shadow of myself being there. I wish i could be there for her but i cant. The person could no longer be me. I'm no longer needed. Tired. Being needed by someone is the happiest thing in my life. Becuz i feel my existance. When i'm needed, even if its just for a moment, i feel happy. To be able to live again. Remember, wherever u go my friend, i'm here. Always here at the same place. Many of my ex have found boyfriend, i'm happy for them. At least there'll be someone carrying the umbralla for them and they don't have to be alone anymore.
Lonely, Hatred, Unwanted, Trash, Depressed, Sad, Hopeless, Waiting, Despair, Gone, Torn ..... Pain
Lonely, Hatred, Unwanted, Trash, Depressed, Sad, Hopeless, Waiting, Despair, Gone, Torn ..... Pain
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:12 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
