Thursday, September 11, 2008
My LifE
Been quite busy recently. Attatchment at CDC was over last week and this week i'm working. Next 3weeks i'll be having attatchment at CGH again. My schedule is kinda packed? But thats good i suppose. To live my life to fullest? Well, i'm uncertain what am i doing now? Ruining myself or trying to cheapen myself? Somehow i just cant walk away from the pain. I wish for sunshine but with rain falling. I will for a company but with a lonely soul. I wish for happiness yet with a broken heart. Who am i? I seriously began to doubt myself. Listen to my heart. Have you hear the thousand voices inside? The me screaming inside. The little heaven inside me is falling apart. The voices are calling out. Can anyone hear? I dunno where am i. Maybe my life isnt that bad from the outside? Hatred is overwhelming inside me. I'm lonely, sad and broken. Why cant i feel what normal human feels? Tired...
THE GHOST OF YOU - MLTR
Summer's ended and without a trace
Time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thought I
walked on through
With my heart in one
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
How I tried to get you off my mind
But you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
Like the fool I am
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
I've been trying to release you
To get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
Even if I know I should back away
It's just a part of me
that I can't erase
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
[ The ghost of you ]
Anywhere I go I keep colliding with
[ The ghost of you ]
I've given up I just can't find it
[ The ghost of you ]
Everytime I look away I see
The ghost of you
THE GHOST OF YOU - MLTR
Summer's ended and without a trace
Time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thought I
walked on through
With my heart in one
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
How I tried to get you off my mind
But you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
Like the fool I am
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
I've been trying to release you
To get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
Even if I know I should back away
It's just a part of me
that I can't erase
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
[ The ghost of you ]
Anywhere I go I keep colliding with
[ The ghost of you ]
I've given up I just can't find it
[ The ghost of you ]
Everytime I look away I see
The ghost of you
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:57 am
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