Sunday, September 28, 2008
AngEls
Came across this beautiful song when view someone's blog. so decided to post the lyrics. :)
IN THE ARMS OF AN ANGEL
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
IN THE ARMS OF AN ANGEL
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:38 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
tImE
Time, an essential to us. Pain, the only path to learn. Whenever i close my eyes, Memories are just part of life. Every seconds, we're growing a little by little. Ever time we fall, it seems harder and harder. Everytime we cry, the tears just become more and more. Time do wonders. It can heal someone completely. Or maybe it cant? To have a present, we need a past. To have future, we need the present. Do u live to get hurt or do u get hurt to live? A lost soul everyone is. Be it u have god or found someone for an eternity, our bodies will be burried and burned. Time will erase our existance. Does all these beliefs all mount up to simply excuses? Someday the river will run dry, the tears will stop falling and the world will change. The mist is thick but we'll keep on walking. Cuz thats the only way we live. Who dont suffers from pain the the scars left behind? U'll never seems to understand what my tears were for. I'm just happy that life for u still goes on. Grow old with the memories lost...
The Lost World Of Mine
The Lost World Of Mine
i know that i have loved you ... at 6:28 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, September 11, 2008
My LifE
Been quite busy recently. Attatchment at CDC was over last week and this week i'm working. Next 3weeks i'll be having attatchment at CGH again. My schedule is kinda packed? But thats good i suppose. To live my life to fullest? Well, i'm uncertain what am i doing now? Ruining myself or trying to cheapen myself? Somehow i just cant walk away from the pain. I wish for sunshine but with rain falling. I will for a company but with a lonely soul. I wish for happiness yet with a broken heart. Who am i? I seriously began to doubt myself. Listen to my heart. Have you hear the thousand voices inside? The me screaming inside. The little heaven inside me is falling apart. The voices are calling out. Can anyone hear? I dunno where am i. Maybe my life isnt that bad from the outside? Hatred is overwhelming inside me. I'm lonely, sad and broken. Why cant i feel what normal human feels? Tired...
THE GHOST OF YOU - MLTR
Summer's ended and without a trace
Time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thought I
walked on through
With my heart in one
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
How I tried to get you off my mind
But you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
Like the fool I am
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
I've been trying to release you
To get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
Even if I know I should back away
It's just a part of me
that I can't erase
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
[ The ghost of you ]
Anywhere I go I keep colliding with
[ The ghost of you ]
I've given up I just can't find it
[ The ghost of you ]
Everytime I look away I see
The ghost of you
THE GHOST OF YOU - MLTR
Summer's ended and without a trace
Time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thought I
walked on through
With my heart in one
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
How I tried to get you off my mind
But you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
Like the fool I am
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
I've been trying to release you
To get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
Even if I know I should back away
It's just a part of me
that I can't erase
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
[ The ghost of you ]
Anywhere I go I keep colliding with
[ The ghost of you ]
I've given up I just can't find it
[ The ghost of you ]
Everytime I look away I see
The ghost of you
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:57 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, September 07, 2008
T3aRs
Was sad yesterday. Very? Not sure? Woke up and went to work from 12pm to 1 am. Used to work longer hours. To forget and numb myself that is. But no matter what i do, certain things just cant be forgotten. Hey! Tina, i kinda miss working with her. She'll always be there topping up stuff. Thats why, i took her place yesterday. With the help of sheron. It wasnt very busy yesterday thats why i had some episode of relaspe? Thinking and emoing? Later in the night my tears started flowing. I wish i could cry out but i need someone on the phone with me or maybe a shoulder by myside. But its already 1:30am. Its okay. You don't know....
Nobody knows me yet everyone knows my name
Some people judge me, not knowing that I'm the same
Thanks for the offer but I keep my old friends always
But then I get lonely, counting the endless days
Are you here for me at all?
Do you care for me at all?
Well this time now I know
I ain't standing alone no more
'Coz all I want is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
'Coz all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you think you know
You don't know, you don't know
Some heartfelt emotions, creeping from deep inside
'Coz being this person is all I've got left to hide
Were you here for me at all?
Did you care for me at all?
Last time I was told
I ain't standing alone no more
All I need is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
And all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you don't know
You don't know, you don't know
Nobody knows me yet everyone knows my name
Some people judge me, not knowing that I'm the same
Thanks for the offer but I keep my old friends always
But then I get lonely, counting the endless days
Are you here for me at all?
Do you care for me at all?
Well this time now I know
I ain't standing alone no more
'Coz all I want is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
'Coz all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you think you know
You don't know, you don't know
Some heartfelt emotions, creeping from deep inside
'Coz being this person is all I've got left to hide
Were you here for me at all?
Did you care for me at all?
Last time I was told
I ain't standing alone no more
All I need is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
And all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you don't know
You don't know, you don't know
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:33 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, September 01, 2008
Cyborg She
For me, yesterday was a special day. Went to watch movie with cheryl. The splendid movie that imprints in my heart was this movie CYBORG SHE. Well, u cant say i like this movie but i simply love it. Its been far too long i watch a movie that can moves me to tears. So sad so sad. Yet so touching n envious. Cuz it can never be real. Manage to release myself from the tears that simply flow out yesterday. My eyes was red and swollen. Would my girl in the future time travel to find me and love me before i'm gone? I feel your hear and i can feel mine too. I wish i aint the only feeling this way. U never seems to understand what these tears are for. Cuz living with u now and being together with u is a future she would ever want. I'm sad. Just aint myself anymore. I wish just someone would buy me this movie disc. It'll be release in japan 17/10/2008 Friday. Wish someone would acc me just once more for this movie.
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:36 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
