Sunday, August 31, 2008
Mem0rIeS
Woke up today thinking of u....
Another night and i make my way through.
So many dreams still left in my mind,
But it cant never come true.
I press rewind and remember when...
I close my eyes and i'm with u again.
But in the end i can still feel the pain...
everytime i hear your name...
Well,i suppose everyone has memories. Be it u like it or not. Bad memories, good memories? Its become part of life and a habit for me. Tired with these memories. I wanna let them go. Would anyone teach me how forget? Its hard. I'm tired... Its painful knowing part of u still exist in yesterday. Its uncertain when u cant have a real tomorrow. But theres past, thats what makes the present. I understand that. Had been in many relationship but didnt work out. Its my fault i suppose. I just aint good enough. Their names and whatever we do still imprints in my mind. Its not easy to get over or to forget. Been sad and so sad. Been tired and so tired. Wearing out... Let me forget. Forget about everything. Forget about the hurt. Last week i saw geok. my heart skip a bit. We just act like total stranger and walked past. I just couldnt say a word. The flashback was much too great. The sorrrow came back to me. Why is this happening? I'm strong. Or at least i am percieve to be! Thats why i cant cry. Cant show i'm sad! Vanessa scolded me. Well, whenever i hear that song u sand to me, it reminds me of u so why... Joanne's life is going well. I'm glad. She's my angel n fwny. Just hope her heart wont get tinted. Shuxian,always sick and so weak. But i know her friends will take care of her. Though together not long, but i'm really sure she'll be much happier with another guy. Must cheer her on. Everyday, if i pray, i always say hope geok teng, vanessa, wei shan can be happy everyday. Hope joanne and shuxian to be happy too. Well, i sure hopes it works? Xiaoying, i'm sorry that part of me just cant get over. Part of me still exist in yesterday. Someday i will give a tomorrow with everything attatched. Xin yan, i hope u're fine. I know theres people that dotes u so dont need me le. Thats why i'm cold. When i'm not needed, i'll just fade away...
Tomorrow hurts when i'm torn and tattered
Yesterday fades when i'm no longer needed
Its just me whos broken and discolored
Give me a sunrise with my heart completed
May the memories be lost forever
Guide me a path to death aticipated.....
Another night and i make my way through.
So many dreams still left in my mind,
But it cant never come true.
I press rewind and remember when...
I close my eyes and i'm with u again.
But in the end i can still feel the pain...
everytime i hear your name...
Well,i suppose everyone has memories. Be it u like it or not. Bad memories, good memories? Its become part of life and a habit for me. Tired with these memories. I wanna let them go. Would anyone teach me how forget? Its hard. I'm tired... Its painful knowing part of u still exist in yesterday. Its uncertain when u cant have a real tomorrow. But theres past, thats what makes the present. I understand that. Had been in many relationship but didnt work out. Its my fault i suppose. I just aint good enough. Their names and whatever we do still imprints in my mind. Its not easy to get over or to forget. Been sad and so sad. Been tired and so tired. Wearing out... Let me forget. Forget about everything. Forget about the hurt. Last week i saw geok. my heart skip a bit. We just act like total stranger and walked past. I just couldnt say a word. The flashback was much too great. The sorrrow came back to me. Why is this happening? I'm strong. Or at least i am percieve to be! Thats why i cant cry. Cant show i'm sad! Vanessa scolded me. Well, whenever i hear that song u sand to me, it reminds me of u so why... Joanne's life is going well. I'm glad. She's my angel n fwny. Just hope her heart wont get tinted. Shuxian,always sick and so weak. But i know her friends will take care of her. Though together not long, but i'm really sure she'll be much happier with another guy. Must cheer her on. Everyday, if i pray, i always say hope geok teng, vanessa, wei shan can be happy everyday. Hope joanne and shuxian to be happy too. Well, i sure hopes it works? Xiaoying, i'm sorry that part of me just cant get over. Part of me still exist in yesterday. Someday i will give a tomorrow with everything attatched. Xin yan, i hope u're fine. I know theres people that dotes u so dont need me le. Thats why i'm cold. When i'm not needed, i'll just fade away...
Tomorrow hurts when i'm torn and tattered
Yesterday fades when i'm no longer needed
Its just me whos broken and discolored
Give me a sunrise with my heart completed
May the memories be lost forever
Guide me a path to death aticipated.....
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:13 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
