Wednesday, August 27, 2008

CoLD

I woke up 4 in the morning but just keep thinking of the past and now. What am i doing living a life lyk this. I simply need to carry on myself. Without anyone else with me, though its cold and lonely, thats what my life is and i shall face it. Had a bad dream last night about xiao ying n shu xian. Terrible. But its okay. Hope shu xian and he stead can last? When i say stead and boyfriend, theres a different. Yups. Feeling so cold everynight. I wonder why i feel feverish every now and then. Really unwell. But its okay. Wun die from having fever. Just so tired. Tml have to wake up at 4+. Well, it seems my life is so tiring. I wish somebody would cuddle me to bed and not let me wake up in the night feeling cold and lonely. Can someone hug me? My eyes are wet yet i tell myself the tears shall stay. I'm strong! At least in front of others i am. I dun gib a damn to breakups. At least thats what people feels. Its okay. I'm a Man made of flesh with a heart of iron. Maybe thats why i'm dying inside. The tears that i could cried out makes my heart rusty. Suffering such sweet poison makes me vunerable to memories and to anything. I'm feeling cold even now.

Hug Me Now
Hold Me Tight
Stay With Me Through the Stormy Night.
Wish "U" Were Here And Make My Life Right.

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:33 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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