Wednesday, May 28, 2008

WhEn U'Re miSsinG anD i'M goNE

I'm sad. Hardly can i describe how i'm feeling now. I cant denined the fact that i've lost myself again or was i never recovered? Its just me and myself back in this world. Who created it? i've come to sense that it was i who wish to be in this world. A world human can hardly imagine. With blood as tears, Pain as enjoyment and misery as happiness, this world isnt lacking of anything a human can be. I lust for blood. Seeing the sight of it makes me thrill! Its like WOW! blood! Its the only thing i have to make me human. Thats why i wan it outta me! From my eyes, mouth, ears wrist and my body. Imagine me with it! YEAH! Thats like so bloody but its what meant to be myself. The suffering or pain inflicted must be to maximun! To grow! To gain what it is to be a human! I'm so tired! Something in my life is just missing. And i'm gone long. Well,i wish my life wasnt so bad. I wish i could be dead! Real dead! But how to i kill myself? I wonder? Confused and upset, set me free. Let a thousand swords pierce through my pathetic little heart, Let feel what it is to die! Allow me to fade away... When i'm gone, blood rain in my world and the everlasting thunderstorm will finally be over... Death is near...

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:51 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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