Thursday, April 24, 2008

FaiTH

Lost faith in everything. Thats what i am now. It doesnt matter to me anyway. Cuz i dun gib a damn in life. Live my life this way. Lead myself to darkness. Feeling lost. Its okay cuz i'll move on. Nth will kills. I am myself. Tgt with my pathetic self, i'll move on to the darkest part of the world which nobody is. To be enduring the shear cold and the torturing pain. I'll let myself bleed. Let the blood gush out from my hands,my throat and let the blood leak out frm my eyes. Let my tears turn blood. Cuz i cant cry. I'm all dried up. Cut my n stab me! Slap me n torture me! I wanna be all alone in my everlasting land of what is worst! Kill me! Wipe out my existance!I'm torn n broken! Dont try to fix me cuz u cant! My wounds are grave! Living in PAIN everyday! I'm suffering lyk nvr b4! ARGH!!!! I'll live on! I'll go thru wat it takes to be immune! I'll fake n act to be someone i'm not! I'll not feel anything anymore! For i'm juz a body w/o a soul left. Vanished....

i know that i have loved you ... at 2:37 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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