Tuesday, January 22, 2008
atTatcHmeNt D0nE
1st, i'm happy.... its another yr... dunno how it'll be but i simply hope it'll be simple for me... my resolution for this yr is to receive compliments.... dunno baz? silly me... my mood recently? it has been full of ups n dwns? nth is ever stagnant. so its okay... i suspose i wun dyin of tears overflowing or blood gushin out. yups.... nth muc baz? the toopid flu is huantin me.... omg! i spam the flu medc given to me by my manager... suspose to take only 1 but i dun care... take 4... nvm lahz... nt drowsy anyway.... why cant my life juz ends here? i dunno... i wonder? everyday,ppl are dying.... so little we can do to preserve life.... care for the sick? for service of mankind? wats dat all abt? love god? god loves us? den why were we ever being created in the 1st place? juz bcuz he find sth is lackin? or for fun? i really dun understand? if ders no human in this world... den we wun hav to be save or to go thru so many thingy... wats the real purpose of our life? as a human or animal? i juz wanna be in eternity... wif only me... myself... as the centre of the detest of hatred or the evil n de darkness or desire... huant me n cover me wif it... the burn me n let me suffer... den let me understand wat is real pain...
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:44 am
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