Tuesday, January 22, 2008

atTatcHmeNt D0nE

1st, i'm happy.... its another yr... dunno how it'll be but i simply hope it'll be simple for me... my resolution for this yr is to receive compliments.... dunno baz? silly me... my mood recently? it has been full of ups n dwns? nth is ever stagnant. so its okay... i suspose i wun dyin of tears overflowing or blood gushin out. yups.... nth muc baz? the toopid flu is huantin me.... omg! i spam the flu medc given to me by my manager... suspose to take only 1 but i dun care... take 4... nvm lahz... nt drowsy anyway.... why cant my life juz ends here? i dunno... i wonder? everyday,ppl are dying.... so little we can do to preserve life.... care for the sick? for service of mankind? wats dat all abt? love god? god loves us? den why were we ever being created in the 1st place? juz bcuz he find sth is lackin? or for fun? i really dun understand? if ders no human in this world... den we wun hav to be save or to go thru so many thingy... wats the real purpose of our life? as a human or animal? i juz wanna be in eternity... wif only me... myself... as the centre of the detest of hatred or the evil n de darkness or desire... huant me n cover me wif it... the burn me n let me suffer... den let me understand wat is real pain...

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:44 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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