Tuesday, December 11, 2007

tHe w0rLd oF minE

t0daY, i shaLl talk abt my my world... my own world in my life wif pain n misery...

in this world,there's no laughter... no smiles n laughter... only fake smiles n kisses to the ppl arud me... the colors are lost... gone wif wind... wif black n white in this lonely world... the snowy white snow covers the darkest life on my heart... when all is gone, darkness strive... the world wif no ppl... no on really needs u... everyone juz comes n go... i dunid anyone here... i dunid sympathy... ders no nid to pity me... look at me wif ur sorrow eyes... cry ur heart wif these painful tears... toen n tattered wif the paper of black n white.... broken mirror which slites thru the wrist... blood flowin... drippin yet no pain... dying yet happy... to be dead is the best thing... how culd i stab my heart? i cant... so i muz keep living in this world... nobody can bring the colors back.. or perharps it was liddat... ders no nid to bring me outta it... i'll juz live wif it... its ok its ok to be fake juz to survive... juz to be hurt... hurt me... kill me... bring the misery to my life... cuz when ders hurt... i'll grow... bring all the pain here.. leave wif all the happiness i can gib... black n white... it isnt really colorless i suspose? i juz wanna be alone.. wif cold... n ppl stabbin into my heart... puttin pain n misery into me... wanna led this life.. cuz i believe in suffering... its nv ending... n it'll nv ends... or it has nv ended....

I Love You! To ppl that culd stab my heart n bring pain! Believe n believe iy'll be my hope of pain in misery n the hopelessness.... DeAd ArcOss tImE... A FaKeR!

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:06 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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