Tuesday, November 27, 2007

WorTh 0R noT?

today was my clinical exams.... i think everything went well? i suspose baz? dun hab the motivation to really work hard? haish.... everythin is lyk so lost.... i dunno who i really am...

here i am,once again... i'm torn into pieces.... broken up deep inside..... u wun get to see the tears i cry....

i'm tired.... tired of everythin.. its not abt worth or wat... sth is juz in u... i dunno wat i can do to save myself frm this misery.... wat shld i do? why shld i even exist? wat is my purpose of being here? bring hurt n worries to ppl? finally i got the reason of being here.... the purpose is to be hurt.... to let ppl hurt... tear me into bits.... burn me into dust.... erase my life... my soul... everything n rights to be a human... i hate myself!!!

would anyone be so kind to remove me frm my life? i'm tired... really tired.... can i break down? can i? lost in the rain of my own tears.... to wash away the pain and dear.... sighx.... dead?

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:59 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

that'.last>note

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