Saturday, June 02, 2007
thE daYs AloNe
my days w/o her is so empty... so lonely... dunno wat to do.... ytd...i bearin wif it the whole day... culdnt cry... culdnt be sad... muz show a happy face.... i tried.... but on the bus... i juz culdnt help it... the tears nearly roll dwn my cheeks... mayb lettin her go isnt a wise choice?? it itsnt the wise choice for me but for her.... sad.... but wat can i do?? nvm.... i noe dat i cant let her go but i..... so silly of me.... certainly i doubt dat she'll return to me aft her A's.... her heart juz dun hab me... its kinda lyk force to keep someone in ur heart?? i finally understand the pain ting ting was goin through.... i'm sorry to her... she loved my so muc yet i.... even said hurtin words.... mayb dats retirbution baz.... dunno lahz!! i dun wish to hurt or be hurt by anyone anymore... sighx!! i'll try not to think abt it... the fact dat she's happy n doesnt feel a thing 4 me reali hurts me... it means dat i'm nth... i'll juz hab to face it baz!! i'll try to cheer up.... i'll try to be jian qiang... lookin 4ward....
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:51 am
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