Saturday, June 02, 2007

thE daYs AloNe

my days w/o her is so empty... so lonely... dunno wat to do.... ytd...i bearin wif it the whole day... culdnt cry... culdnt be sad... muz show a happy face.... i tried.... but on the bus... i juz culdnt help it... the tears nearly roll dwn my cheeks... mayb lettin her go isnt a wise choice?? it itsnt the wise choice for me but for her.... sad.... but wat can i do?? nvm.... i noe dat i cant let her go but i..... so silly of me.... certainly i doubt dat she'll return to me aft her A's.... her heart juz dun hab me... its kinda lyk force to keep someone in ur heart?? i finally understand the pain ting ting was goin through.... i'm sorry to her... she loved my so muc yet i.... even said hurtin words.... mayb dats retirbution baz.... dunno lahz!! i dun wish to hurt or be hurt by anyone anymore... sighx!! i'll try not to think abt it... the fact dat she's happy n doesnt feel a thing 4 me reali hurts me... it means dat i'm nth... i'll juz hab to face it baz!! i'll try to cheer up.... i'll try to be jian qiang... lookin 4ward....

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:51 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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