Friday, June 15, 2007

aRe u sTiLl wiF mE?

juz received a call... usin her no... but was nard baz! i suspose she's at east CC? wat is she doin der? i wonder?! didnt she say she outta tkd?! she can be outta me but nt tkd! i'm so pathetic... ritez? cant even compare to tkd... i juz sux baz! she lyks to go trg... lyks to take class.... but u noe ma... i reali dun lyk... she bcummin more lyk those ppl le.... lyk wanna show off.... why hav u bcum liddat? cant u be back urself? lyk last time? are u still wif me? its so cold in the lonely nitez.... feelin so sick.... feelin so tired... i reali wonder wat i've done... i'm juz nt impt enough.... but its okay... nvm... i'm alrd nth to her le... so.... why shld i care? will she ever care abt me? doubt so... her cough syrup... everythin i still rmb... still kept in my heart.... the care n concern i felt long long time ago is no more... i noe i'm nth now.... i'm sorry.... sometimes reali feel lyk breakin down.... but i noe i cant! i wun allow myself to! cuz its nt worth... when she juz treatin me lyk nth! i wun! i hab to bear wif it! i hate myself! hate myself so muc so muc! keep thinkin abt her! i juz sux! why shld i think? why shld i miss her? WEIJIE I HATE U!!! i hate myself! if i can hab a wish now! i wish i were dead n still can go to heaven.... tired.....

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:50 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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