if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Thursday, March 15, 2007

iS It 0vER?!

haish.... been cryin for these few days n cryin de last few hours... so tired... reali miss her beri muc... but.... does she?? she says she still love me... but i noe it's gettin lesser n is fadin... issit?? why issit fadin?? hav she fallen for another guy?? nowadays she rather go tkd den pei me... zit cuz of weiming n zheng hsin?? hav sh fallen for dem?? they alweis make her laugh n smile... at abt me?? all i eva did is to make her cry.... dunno why i keep laughin n cryin ytd.... its so pain n so sad.... i realise sth.... i'm goin to be nth to her le... i sat in the bath room n roll n roll.... keep thinkin... does it even matter o her?? i'm tryin to le go slowly le.... feelin so helpless.... i'm not bein love anymore.... i wanna be lyk lasttime.... but.... ur love has alrd faded.... how can i pretend nth happened?? cyin in front of u makes myself a fool... cuz she wun understand... all she'll noe is dat i'm sad.... WHY DO I HAVE TO LOVE HER SO MUCH???!! am i being toopid?? haish.... right now she muz be preparin to go temasek baz?? meet WEIMING?! dats wat she says!! i'm tired.... u noe marx?? i'm goin to let u go le... no matter wat happen, dun look back okay?? look 4ward den u'll be happy.... i'll take the tears.... i'll take all the pain frm u... i wan all the sadness frm u.... i'm depressed.... when i let u go, my life will be over.... i'll not tok to anyone anymore.... alweis keep to myself n be alone..... to protect myself frm harm.... its all or nothing... since i cant all of her... den its nth.... remember me....

ALL I EVER WANT IS TO LOVE YOU TO THE FULLEST & TO MAKE YOU HAPPY WITH ME BY YOURSIDE. MY HEART IS DEAD. THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES. THE END IS NEAR. I NEVER HAD A DREAMCOME TRUE TILL THE DAY THAT I FOUND YOU. IT'LL ALWAYS BE THIS WAY. A PART OF ME WILL ALWAYS BE WTH YOU........

a msg from her juz melted my heart... dried my tears.... i'm broken when i'm lonesome.... i'll juz be nothing when u're gone.... but i rather be nothing when i'm hurting u n makin u cry...

I LOVE YOU SIAH GEOK TENG

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:34 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
 Even when it has sunk down
 It's a dream I can't let go
 Fantasies starts to flow
 Certainty is definitely here
 I remain standing in the midst of parting way
 And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
 While remain completely buried by that kind smile
 And echos along with that friendly voice
 Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
 The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
 Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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