Saturday, July 30, 2005
Want to be with you
Ever since I first met you
I've been shining in my heart
My love causes so much sorrow
I broke off my glance so quietly
Your insignificant gestures
And your ordinary words
Every time I think of them
I feel like I'm going to cry
Love brings a lonely lonely heart
I'm just all alone now
Lonely lonely heart
All the joy and pain I feel, I'm always
Dreaming it by myself
Love brings a lonely lonely heart
But I know that someday it will come
While I'm being held in your strong arms
Wanting to be together with you...
Right at your side, I'm standing there
I'm always waiting for you
But you don't return my advances
I've been disappointed so many times
Then I fall in love with someone
Why does it cause me so much pain
All alone, by myself
It's like I've fallen sick
And now it's baby baby love
Please, I beg of you
Baby baby love
When I feel I going to lose to this loneliness
I have to look into my hand mirror
And now it's baby baby love
Seems like every day I'm crying through the night
I long for the past, smiling to myself
Wanting to be together with you...
Nobody knows about these
Secret tears
The one to wipe them away is
Only
Not just myself
Wanting to be together with you...
Love brings a lonely lonely heart
I'm just all alone now
Lonely lonely heart
All the joy and pain I feel, I'm always
Dreaming it by myself
Love brings a lonely lonely heart
But I know that someday it will come
While I'm being held in your strong arms
Wanting to be together with you...
I've been shining in my heart
My love causes so much sorrow
I broke off my glance so quietly
Your insignificant gestures
And your ordinary words
Every time I think of them
I feel like I'm going to cry
Love brings a lonely lonely heart
I'm just all alone now
Lonely lonely heart
All the joy and pain I feel, I'm always
Dreaming it by myself
Love brings a lonely lonely heart
But I know that someday it will come
While I'm being held in your strong arms
Wanting to be together with you...
Right at your side, I'm standing there
I'm always waiting for you
But you don't return my advances
I've been disappointed so many times
Then I fall in love with someone
Why does it cause me so much pain
All alone, by myself
It's like I've fallen sick
And now it's baby baby love
Please, I beg of you
Baby baby love
When I feel I going to lose to this loneliness
I have to look into my hand mirror
And now it's baby baby love
Seems like every day I'm crying through the night
I long for the past, smiling to myself
Wanting to be together with you...
Nobody knows about these
Secret tears
The one to wipe them away is
Only
Not just myself
Wanting to be together with you...
Love brings a lonely lonely heart
I'm just all alone now
Lonely lonely heart
All the joy and pain I feel, I'm always
Dreaming it by myself
Love brings a lonely lonely heart
But I know that someday it will come
While I'm being held in your strong arms
Wanting to be together with you...
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:17 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Moonlight Destiny
Why is it that when I'm with you, so wonderous to me,
the time flies by so easily?
Night descends upon the lifeless sea with the first star
This is magic coming to us from the moon
I understand, even without a word.
The two of us must be thinking the same thing
Moonlight destiny
I want to be with you more than anyone, forever
You, who fate drew me to under this vast sky
Moonlight destiny
We'll share all our joy and pain
In my heart that's how I feel, when I am with you
Ever since I met you, so wondrous to me,
I can see everything around me so vividly
On the dark sea, a road of silver leads to the stars
This is a message given to us by the moon
We don't need any kind of promises
The two of us seem to be walking toward the same tomorrow
Moonlight destiny
However far, wherever it may be, I am gazing after it:
the continuation of today's dream, brilliantly shining down
Moonlight destiny
We'll overcome all of our doubts and heart-break
In my heart I believe in that, when I am with you
Moonlight destiny
I want to be with you more than anyone, forever
You, who fate drew me to under this vast sky
Moonlight destiny
We'll share all our joy and pain
In my heart that's how I feel, when I am with you
the time flies by so easily?
Night descends upon the lifeless sea with the first star
This is magic coming to us from the moon
I understand, even without a word.
The two of us must be thinking the same thing
Moonlight destiny
I want to be with you more than anyone, forever
You, who fate drew me to under this vast sky
Moonlight destiny
We'll share all our joy and pain
In my heart that's how I feel, when I am with you
Ever since I met you, so wondrous to me,
I can see everything around me so vividly
On the dark sea, a road of silver leads to the stars
This is a message given to us by the moon
We don't need any kind of promises
The two of us seem to be walking toward the same tomorrow
Moonlight destiny
However far, wherever it may be, I am gazing after it:
the continuation of today's dream, brilliantly shining down
Moonlight destiny
We'll overcome all of our doubts and heart-break
In my heart I believe in that, when I am with you
Moonlight destiny
I want to be with you more than anyone, forever
You, who fate drew me to under this vast sky
Moonlight destiny
We'll share all our joy and pain
In my heart that's how I feel, when I am with you
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:10 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
I want to hold you
Even though I don't say stylish things,
Please stay by me.
In my diary, it's clearly written
that I want to spend the future with you.
In case you are searching for shining,
you can read Love's story
if you're lonely.
Put on a dress that is colored like a dream
close your eyes, crowd love, give me a kiss.
I do love you, with all of my life,
pretty baby, hold me.
Even though my face doesn't take your breath away,
But my eye gives a warm difference.
A lonely night, collecting stardust,
the light would illuminate only you.
In case you are seeking a heartbeat,
Please, write it in the stars,
and tell the future, if we aren't in contact
Flying on angel's wings
And overflowing with tears, please kiss me!
I do love you, with all of my life,
Pretty Baby, hold me.
Please stay by me.
In my diary, it's clearly written
that I want to spend the future with you.
In case you are searching for shining,
you can read Love's story
if you're lonely.
Put on a dress that is colored like a dream
close your eyes, crowd love, give me a kiss.
I do love you, with all of my life,
pretty baby, hold me.
Even though my face doesn't take your breath away,
But my eye gives a warm difference.
A lonely night, collecting stardust,
the light would illuminate only you.
In case you are seeking a heartbeat,
Please, write it in the stars,
and tell the future, if we aren't in contact
Flying on angel's wings
And overflowing with tears, please kiss me!
I do love you, with all of my life,
Pretty Baby, hold me.
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:07 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
What only love can do
How broken my heart is
Is news of love that's started to sprout
Feelings that can't even wait for tomorrow
Add to one secret
When I think about someone
I call upon a mysterious power
As I don't know, the name I mumble
Is a spell to protect you
I'm still dreaming now
The passions of my heart
There's something only love can do
It's that kind of premonition
Gazing at each other's loving eyes
I'm sure a tomorrow like that will come
Lead me without making a mistake
And be born, power
I start whispering from some time
The spirits of my heart
Love still has something to awaken
The future flickers
I'm still dreaming now
The passions of my heart
There's something only love can do
That's the prophecy
Is news of love that's started to sprout
Feelings that can't even wait for tomorrow
Add to one secret
When I think about someone
I call upon a mysterious power
As I don't know, the name I mumble
Is a spell to protect you
I'm still dreaming now
The passions of my heart
There's something only love can do
It's that kind of premonition
Gazing at each other's loving eyes
I'm sure a tomorrow like that will come
Lead me without making a mistake
And be born, power
I start whispering from some time
The spirits of my heart
Love still has something to awaken
The future flickers
I'm still dreaming now
The passions of my heart
There's something only love can do
That's the prophecy
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:58 am
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Because we can see each other
This sparkling feeling
Is like the sun
A droplet falls from a leaf
Onto my eyelashes
I'm with you together
On this screen
Hold me and let's fly
To a far away beach
That continues on forever
The mid-day stars decorate my long hair
Please quietly give me a dazzling kiss
Maybe we'll become lovers when the spell is broken
But for now I'm only in your dream
Look, you'll hit that car
I worry
If our consciousness could fly away
We could see each other anytime
Why can't our minds
Separate from our bodies?
That question is so beautiful
I'll catch you
With a wink and kiss
The dawn wind twines around my neck
The blinds sway slightly
We're living on this shining planet
But for now I'm just in your dream
The mid-day stars decorate my long hair
Please quietly give me a dazzling kiss
Maybe we'll become lovers when the spell is broken
But for now I'm only in your dream
Is like the sun
A droplet falls from a leaf
Onto my eyelashes
I'm with you together
On this screen
Hold me and let's fly
To a far away beach
That continues on forever
The mid-day stars decorate my long hair
Please quietly give me a dazzling kiss
Maybe we'll become lovers when the spell is broken
But for now I'm only in your dream
Look, you'll hit that car
I worry
If our consciousness could fly away
We could see each other anytime
Why can't our minds
Separate from our bodies?
That question is so beautiful
I'll catch you
With a wink and kiss
The dawn wind twines around my neck
The blinds sway slightly
We're living on this shining planet
But for now I'm just in your dream
The mid-day stars decorate my long hair
Please quietly give me a dazzling kiss
Maybe we'll become lovers when the spell is broken
But for now I'm only in your dream
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:52 am
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
There's another me
I knew, I'd realized
What it was I really wanted to do
But I hid
Behind my glasses
If you know what the outcome will be
Then why bother?
That's what I used to think
There are plenty of things
That you can change yourself
There's another me
Overflowing the Earth
There's another me
Waiting in the future
The important thing is to believe
And to knock on that unkown door
I kept quiet, even though I knew
That I could do it
But I was afraid
To break the rules
If it hurts you
Then why do it?
I made fun of people like that
There are many things you won't understand
Unless you get hurt
There's another me
Hidden in my heart
There's another me
That no one knows
I'm sure you realize it, too
Awaken your unknown self
There's another me
Overflowing the Earth
There's another me
Waiting in the future
The important thing is to believe
And to knock on that unkown door
What it was I really wanted to do
But I hid
Behind my glasses
If you know what the outcome will be
Then why bother?
That's what I used to think
There are plenty of things
That you can change yourself
There's another me
Overflowing the Earth
There's another me
Waiting in the future
The important thing is to believe
And to knock on that unkown door
I kept quiet, even though I knew
That I could do it
But I was afraid
To break the rules
If it hurts you
Then why do it?
I made fun of people like that
There are many things you won't understand
Unless you get hurt
There's another me
Hidden in my heart
There's another me
That no one knows
I'm sure you realize it, too
Awaken your unknown self
There's another me
Overflowing the Earth
There's another me
Waiting in the future
The important thing is to believe
And to knock on that unkown door
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:47 am
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
If you were here
I'm a dreamer.
Where does the light of dawn pour down?
I'm a dreamer.
Dimly white, that smile touched me somehow.
That sunshine doesn't touch this place,
this secret place where you can cry all alone.
As if I were screaming, I call out your name,
If you weren't here; if you were here.
Surely, I'll go to that place where the sunshine touches.
It can't end like this; we still have promises.
That far off path, that straight path,
If you weren't here; if you were here.
Surely, I'll go to that place where the sunshine touches.
It can't end like this; we still have promises.
That far off road, that beam of light...
Because you are here; If only you were here
Where does the light of dawn pour down?
I'm a dreamer.
Dimly white, that smile touched me somehow.
That sunshine doesn't touch this place,
this secret place where you can cry all alone.
As if I were screaming, I call out your name,
If you weren't here; if you were here.
Surely, I'll go to that place where the sunshine touches.
It can't end like this; we still have promises.
That far off path, that straight path,
If you weren't here; if you were here.
Surely, I'll go to that place where the sunshine touches.
It can't end like this; we still have promises.
That far off road, that beam of light...
Because you are here; If only you were here
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:41 am
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Promise
In the evening small shadows dance around
I pass through the roads on my way home
That day with you and this kind of scenery
It was brought to me
A treasure for just two of us
the promise that binds my heart
is important even now
Embracing, someday may be i will meet
you and then it will be fullfilled that day
as long as i believe
i'll be waiting
I wonder where you could be now
That promise i wonder if it's still in your heart
the seasons have changed, but
it doesn't change that time
I wish that it is you
even it your face fades, that promise
is in my heart even now
it burns passionately within me
our hearts are tied together
as long as i believe i'll be waiting
if i should meet you, that promise
softly i want to ask
to return to the two of us from that day
if so then one more time, another promise
make with me, as long as i believe and praying
I pass through the roads on my way home
That day with you and this kind of scenery
It was brought to me
A treasure for just two of us
the promise that binds my heart
is important even now
Embracing, someday may be i will meet
you and then it will be fullfilled that day
as long as i believe
i'll be waiting
I wonder where you could be now
That promise i wonder if it's still in your heart
the seasons have changed, but
it doesn't change that time
I wish that it is you
even it your face fades, that promise
is in my heart even now
it burns passionately within me
our hearts are tied together
as long as i believe i'll be waiting
if i should meet you, that promise
softly i want to ask
to return to the two of us from that day
if so then one more time, another promise
make with me, as long as i believe and praying
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:29 am
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
White Reflection
I feel your love reflection
In your eyes as they gaze back into mine
Writing a distant, neverending story
As if throwing off the sadness and pain,
I flap my wings,
and in my heart, I spread wide
the wings of courage that you've given to me.
Ah... I want to feel the beat of this irreplacable love
so much,it's heart-wrenching and maddening.
I feel your love reflection
passionately uniting our dreams into one,
in our youth, we seek each other out,
without being afraid of our own faults!!
I feel your love reflection
In your eyes as they gaze back into mine
Writing a distant, neverending story
We quietly express our overflowing emotions
with our bare skin,
as if to embrace
the strength to be gentle...
Ah... Aa, I want to hold my head up high,
And lithely go beyond this violent era!
I feel your love reflection
The truth that we share
As long as we exchange kisses,
we don't need anything else anymore!!
I feel your love reflection
We'll stand firm and fight,
believing in the passion we'll never give up. It's our neverending story
I feel your love reflection
passionately uniting our dreams into one,
in our youth, we seek each other out,
without being afraid of our own faults!!
I feel your love reflection
In your eyes as they gaze back into mine
Writing a distant, neverending story
In your eyes as they gaze back into mine
Writing a distant, neverending story
As if throwing off the sadness and pain,
I flap my wings,
and in my heart, I spread wide
the wings of courage that you've given to me.
Ah... I want to feel the beat of this irreplacable love
so much,it's heart-wrenching and maddening.
I feel your love reflection
passionately uniting our dreams into one,
in our youth, we seek each other out,
without being afraid of our own faults!!
I feel your love reflection
In your eyes as they gaze back into mine
Writing a distant, neverending story
We quietly express our overflowing emotions
with our bare skin,
as if to embrace
the strength to be gentle...
Ah... Aa, I want to hold my head up high,
And lithely go beyond this violent era!
I feel your love reflection
The truth that we share
As long as we exchange kisses,
we don't need anything else anymore!!
I feel your love reflection
We'll stand firm and fight,
believing in the passion we'll never give up. It's our neverending story
I feel your love reflection
passionately uniting our dreams into one,
in our youth, we seek each other out,
without being afraid of our own faults!!
I feel your love reflection
In your eyes as they gaze back into mine
Writing a distant, neverending story
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:15 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
disapproval
haIZ...duno wat i shld do nw...her team mates voiced disapproval to our relationship. haiz...but why?! am i reali a beri beri beri bad guy?! haiz...mayb i am reali dat bad baz...do u think so?! haiz....duno lahz...i onli noe dat i wan her to be happy...she noes the most abt me....she understands me and trust me...she believes in me!! wat more can i ask frm her?! she ish reali a beri gud gal and a gud stead! her temper is so gd lorz...dotz...dats why scare dat she alweis kana bully or wat lorz...dotz...nvm...den she say the team and her drift apart le...haiz...am i the cause?! haiz... why do i hav to cause so much problems for her?! i am reali a jynx lorz! haiz.... duno wat to do nw! as long as she ish happy...i am happy le! dear...i hope we can last long.... haiz....dear...juz wana tell u dat u r da most understandin stead i ever had...although u r not beri carin lahz...diao...onli u nv show it out lahz... but i am reali happy to hav u.. and i will cherish u de! muacks! nitez baz....
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:03 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
stead le....
heheez! wo and cass stead le!! thats on...erm...4th july 2005 lahz!! hahah!! so long since i have a stead... she 1st time stead worz!! so muz treat her gd gd de....cannt bully her....but actually ish she bully me lahz!! haha! think she duno how to be a stead baz...mi also nt dat sure lorz...if wo reali ish a gd stead...den i can last wif my ex le...haiz! dun talk abt the past le...let bygones be bygones!! heheez...today ish da 3rd day le!! reali reali hope dat we can last long long!! she ish nt dat type of gal who will anihow throw temper de!! she is reasonable lorz! i beliv lahz!! haha!! so i reali hope we can last lorz!! dotz....frm mornin msg her till nw...haha!! den pei ta go control...den to tm n cs..den go home le...actually wana hold her hand de...but...i reali beri shy lorz...also...duno wat she will think marx..also nt many chances...cuz she alweis put her hands on her bag de...dotz...erm...hug and kiss can wait lahz.! when she is more comfortable wif me den say...say me despo sia...lame!! haha!! my days wif her are happy! heheez!!! reali hope wo tian tian dou nen pei zai ta shen bian
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:27 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, July 03, 2005
ur ans....haiz...duno....
haiz...today is quite an ordinary day baz...ytd tok to cass...till abt 3am baz...haix..she wish to take back her words...i of cuz ish happy de...but...haiz...if only words can be taken back...juz lyk me...i've hurt someone..i cant pretend i nv...haix...duno baz... stay happy weijie!! haix...duno baz...culdnt slp ytd...think think think alot alot...haix...duno baz...in mornin...i msg cass...ask her wat am i to her nw baz...sort of dat baz...but she still haben tell me...lata she will tell me baz..i can onli hope 4 da best...haiz...whole day msg wif her....haix...think think...haix... wo reali scare to hurt her...and i dun wana hurt her or wat u noe marx?! wo bu she de...haix....i wish to let her go if she'd happy w/o me...haiz...duno baz...reali reali miss her alot...keep thinkin of her... juz nw she go eat dinner....at der think think...haiz.... she sigh alot of times...haix...reali duno wat to do lorz...how to make her happy?! leave her?! maybe lyk dat she will be happy baz... haix...lata still got sth to ask her....wana see her ans to da qus 1st...if negative de...den i'll ask her if she wana be my mei again... if positive, i will ask 4 stead...haiz....but...duno lahz a bastard lyk me...nt fit to be her stead or wat...haix..i juz sux! eveything depends on her ans baz...haix...duno baz...we shall see.. i hope wateva da ans is, its the best 4 her... haix...but she wun accept de i noe...juz ask baz...haix...nitez...
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:41 pm
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, July 02, 2005
lost.....
haix...nw sianz lorz...listenin to nv had a dream cum through...haix...sad song...juz nw see da lyrics 4 nv be replaced....den tears dropped le...how can i be so weak?! haix...in camp i dun even cry...but why nw am i so weak...why so emotional?! duno why am i lyk dat nw...haix....dear bloggie..u hav been wif me so long le...wat do u think of me?! evil?! haix...mayb baz....haix...i so sux!! haix.... why cant i juz be da weijie i used to be?! why muz i change juz cuz of someone hurted u! damm!! haix..! duno baz...nw writing tis blog....duno when the tears will cum out again!! haix...4get it....haix.... sad! haix...kana scoldin frm joanna i dun mind...but why muz say i lyk dat treat sher?! she doesnt noe anithing!! why muz everyone side her when they duno anithing...haix...why muz she open up the wound in my heart again?! veri veir veri pain u noe marx?!cannt let tears fall nw!! ahhhhh.... haix... 4get it baz....haix...ytd...we finally pass out le lorz....haix...duno baz...mayb its a gd thing...i feel dat if i sign on will lead to dem gettin more hurt or wat...i reali duno... can onli steal galnces at cass... wo duno how to face her...haix...in class, angeline msg me...den we back to frens le...haix....sry to hav hurted u...i reali wish someone can hurt me veri veri veri veri deeply...so dat i wun dare to love anione again... or mayb, possible...suffer frm depression betta!! i reali hope i can be lyk tis!!! how can i hurt her?! haix... up till nw i still duno is cuz she say lyk me den i lyk her or wat...haix.... when she say out...den my feelin also cum out le...wo duno why....haix...4get it baz...haix.... angeline u muz stay happy ok?! haix....duno baz...think nw they all go da sjab carnival baz... wo at home nv go bluff got tuition...wo duno how to face cass..and da rest baz...haix...duno duno duno....haix... and i'm so tired so tired....but why cant juz i break dwn!? lyk dat betta!! break dwn n nv get up again!! wo reali wish to die!! hao xiang hao xiang shi! my heart is black de...sp i reali wana take a knife to poke into my heart and see am i rite?! 2 see da blood isit black de...haix....but juz dun hav da courage enough baz....ytd..go eat soul garden lorz...haix...den i sia sian de...soso lahz... haix... den we all go play lan....all my platoon ambulance got play lorz..surprised...and sir willam,you guang, sir chen and sir yuan zheng also got play...haix....den play till 12+ baz...daryl n ts go home 1st...den yq me n sc go home tgt...den sc left le...sir pt call yq..den we meet at coffeeshop opp evss tok tok..... haix...till abt 2:15am baz..den walk home...haix...sir pt wif yq..i alone walk...haix...reach da road near tpjc...haix...reali felt so lonely...sososo lonely...its been a long time since i walk dat road alone.. cuz got cass...mayb i took her 4 granted baz...haix...den dark dark de...haix...so cold so cold in my heart... how i wish she's by myside again again to walk tis lonely path..but nvm..i'll walk alone baz! used to it le!!.....haix...den abt 3+ den go slp lorz...haix..den morin wake up at 6+ haix...den go back slp again...cass reply lata...i see le...beri beri damm upset...heart achin...but....ders nth i culd do... besides dwn der hahahahaha.....4get it baz...den i reali duno how to face it...i choose to tao bi.... wo put da pillow on my face n try to slp!! wana pretend it was juz a dream..she didnt send me dat...onli i imagine de...but i reali cant!! i cant!! cant cant cant u noe marx?! cuz its de fact!! but aniway, i tell myself dun be sad!! as long as she happy den i sad or wat also nvm......haix................ .i alweis believe dat if u love someone, let da person go....if da person cum back, da person was meant to be yours...but if da person dun..den it was nv meant to be....ke shi...wo ai shang le ta le! haix...i love u cass!! do u noe?! haix.....but i noe i still hav to let u go....and hope dat u'll return someday...somehow.....why muz u say i lyk rebc?! haix...she belongs to daryl!! i long ago wana cut contact and da line wif her...its she who doesnt wans to!! haix.....i reali wish to hav somethig happy to write in here!! but....haix...wed my o'lvl le...den nw....i duno wat to do le....on thurs reali wana ask her 4 stead...but i nv..i noe i dun fit to be one...i cant bring her happiness...so i didnt...but lucky i nv ask baz.....cuz lyk dat mayb she will be happier....she wana be my mei back...so let it be baz...i hav no rite to stop her...or wat...haix....i try to hide everything in my msg.....dun wan her to noe i sad! even if i wana sigh, i will put hahaha den haix... to cover up...haix....duno baz!! may her be happy den i also content le...mayb i shldnt even tell her dat i lyk her dat time...haix.... i still rmb clearly dat i start to hav feelings 4 her is at jas de bday last yr when we play water bomb.....so long le.... since i hav keep it so long le...i shld juz keep it n nv say it out...sry...haix...sadd....................
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:44 pm
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