Sunday, June 19, 2005
how?!
haiz....how?! can tell me marx?! think ish on friday baz...i told cass dat i lyk her...haiz...actually i shldnt told her de...duno why i go suddenly tell her...i noe her heart got peter n no one else...dats why i dun wana tell her...haiz... dun wan her to tink so muc or wat... maybe is i scare bein rejected baz..i also duno... reali duno why i go tell her...mayb its in my heart 4 far too long le baz... frm dat time crush till nw baz...hidin my feelings...feel veri comfortable wif her...even cried in front or her b4...omg sia!! how can lorz?! haiz...duno baz.... den da veri same day....angeline cum tell e dat she lyk me..she say is lyk nt crush...i duno how to react sia... haiz...i also duno my feelin 2wards her is real or wat...seems veri unreal u noe marx?! nevertheless, i still msg wif her... as a fren lahz!! haiz.... i duno how sia... gort a person i lyk..but she dun lyk me...den another person i duno i lyk nt lyk me... haiz.. actually, cass is a beri gd gal... i hesitate to tell her..cuz i scare i will hurt her lorz...haiz... hse's alweis be der 4 me when i nid her... wat more can i ask?! suspose we juz remain lyk dat baz...den i also duno how lahz nw...haiz...she say we remain as kor n mei.. den let it be baz...i understand...haiz... i also duno wat am i doin?! acc angel back n to hq...haiz...if fren why muz so close!? shit me!! haiz...but i keep thinkin of cass...wat ish she thinkin nw?! wonderin lorz... i juz hope evrything is juz some kinda illusion n its juz a dream baz...haiz... stay happi alweis......haiz....
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:09 pm
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