Thursday, June 23, 2005
bbq day
sianz....ytd got bbq...den msg mei lan n hui mei...both say nt goin le...den so sianz. lorz...left me alone der baz...dotz...haha!! mornin do nth...afftnoon go bbq lorz...wait at 201 de mac...den go tgt...dat 2pid yq ask me carry charcoal 4 him!! den he carry da sotong!! bully sia!! lolxx....sianz... den when cum dat time...saw cass n dions lorz...duno lahz...cass put dwn her hair...^^ nicer lookin lahz...but she say lata got pimple lorz..den she still put dwn?! wonderin...haha!! den in da end say i ask her put dwn, so she put dwn..haha...she so good arx?! listen to me?! lolxx....thx baz!! haix... den when reach white sands...go ntuc...buy thingy...den rebc n jas cum...rebc wear till quite nice lahz! den go buy things lorzx....so smelly sia..i dun lyk fishy smell..so i dun lyk to eat fish!! sux man!! haix...den lata we go bbq der le lahz!! haix....duno lahz!! but dat time...b4 acc dem to whitesands.. wana pass da stingray to others de...den cass cum take...haix....duno lahz!! den when reach le...go cycle by myself lorz...da rest go play soccer..i nt interested lahz!! long time nv play le... no skill le lorz...haiz...den rebc also acc me cycle...den we cycle n tok lorz...she lyk beginer..so scare sia... haix..den cum back..den i go somewhere to sit dwn n think n enjoy da breeze...i sit dwn der n reminisce da time i n sher once share...also think abt cass...muz try to 4get her...duno baz...dun wana be ctra or lyk invisible pressure 4 her lorz...lata..cass n jass i think so lahz..cum acc me lorz.. haix...duno lahz...thx cass...den she say angeline ask her dum de!! thx angeline ^_^ haix.... duno lahz!! den me n cass go cycle..she betta den rebc lahz...nt newbie..haha!! duno lahz!! haix.... den she pei wo orz...i veri content 2 hav someone pei wo...esp if its her...thx her veri muc..den took out da necklance n rings... wana throw...but think think think...hesitate lorz...den nv throw...den cum back return bike..yawn!! sianz sia..den alone lie on da mat n wana slp n think..but cannt lahz!! den alone go der sit n think...den rebc cum acc me..took my hp n listen to music...den she saw da necklance n rings...den angeline n jass cum lorz...den der go le..i finally throw it into da sea...haix...den rebc veri sad duno why..she cried..haix...sry to make u sad or wat... haixx... aft dat..i betta le lahz...but stil mood swing...den at nitez..i alone der agian...alweis alone...den ask angeline eat..she dun wan..iden i fed up le...haix...nvm...den play charcoal...black n dirty...den cass go le..nv tell me...makes me worry lorz...haix..duno lahz...den lata acc angeline home....den i go home bath n eat...tok to cass...rebc msg me...dats wll baz.... 2day..wake up msg cass...she nv slp sia..haix..duno lahz.. haix...she ask if wana go out on fri..me beri ^_^ haha!! n surprise..cuz tot she nt free lorz...but i no oney lehz...sianz!! stupid holiday!! no money!! shit lorz...den angeline veri zai yi abt rebc..she think s dat rebc lyk me...den lyk 2timer!! duno lahz..nw still haben reply cass... will reply lata..haix...sad a bit lahz...mayb is cuz of sher n cass...since peter lyks her...she lyks peter...den they shld be tgt lorz...why she dun wan..?? haix...dun miss tis chance lorz...dun care da promise.. juz go 4 it baz...watevea u do..i will support u..haix....duno lahz!! why dunwana gib urself a chance?! or r u scare of hurtin me?! i am ok lahz!! wun die..as long as u r happi..i ok le!! stay happy alweis... letting go... bit by bit!! hope u'll be by myside to gib me da strength....thx...buaiz
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:30 pm
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