Wednesday, June 15, 2005

aft camp

haiz..aft cammp le...wat da hell did i do?! i was reali useless in da camp..so slack..i duno why...haiz..i dun dare to take dem.. cuz of sher n mic... i reali duno how to face sher...got alot of time wana cry..esp at nite...but cant lahz... guys dun cry u noe..wat am i doin?! haiz.. wheneva i see sher..i cant control...haiz... veri veri upset u noe marx?! haiz... suspose i dun sign on baz...such a useless guy lyk me..haiz...i nw reali duno wat i shld do...den hp spoil in camp...den nw got new hp le...dotz..but my mum de...but betta den nth...haiz...i reali duno wat i shld do.. cant bai tou da ying yin sher had left behind,,reali hate her!! haiz...in camp...she damm chao keng!! can see de lorz...but mic?! i was reali veri worried abt her.. she lyk so serious...haiz.... i dun care sher!! cuz i wana show her dat i dun care her animore n dun hav feelin 4 her animore le!! n i dun nid her! wana prove n show her da i can go on w/o her n is veri happy! but its onli de surface...haiz...duno baz....at least act le ish betta baz... in da camp, i saw her scar...was veri upset...was da scar sge cut cuz of me?! perharps i too bhb le lahz!...haiz...plz do take care baz! i duno when will i eva c u all again! but i noe my heart will move on juz lyk my fav song...titanic..my heart will go on..buaiz baz

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:28 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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