Wednesday, June 15, 2005
aft camp
haiz..aft cammp le...wat da hell did i do?! i was reali useless in da camp..so slack..i duno why...haiz..i dun dare to take dem.. cuz of sher n mic... i reali duno how to face sher...got alot of time wana cry..esp at nite...but cant lahz... guys dun cry u noe..wat am i doin?! haiz.. wheneva i see sher..i cant control...haiz... veri veri upset u noe marx?! haiz... suspose i dun sign on baz...such a useless guy lyk me..haiz...i nw reali duno wat i shld do...den hp spoil in camp...den nw got new hp le...dotz..but my mum de...but betta den nth...haiz...i reali duno wat i shld do.. cant bai tou da ying yin sher had left behind,,reali hate her!! haiz...in camp...she damm chao keng!! can see de lorz...but mic?! i was reali veri worried abt her.. she lyk so serious...haiz.... i dun care sher!! cuz i wana show her dat i dun care her animore n dun hav feelin 4 her animore le!! n i dun nid her! wana prove n show her da i can go on w/o her n is veri happy! but its onli de surface...haiz...duno baz....at least act le ish betta baz... in da camp, i saw her scar...was veri upset...was da scar sge cut cuz of me?! perharps i too bhb le lahz!...haiz...plz do take care baz! i duno when will i eva c u all again! but i noe my heart will move on juz lyk my fav song...titanic..my heart will go on..buaiz baz
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:28 pm
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