Thursday, May 12, 2005

my bday...

haiz....why..why why...dun even feel happy on my bday...duno lahz! still wonderin who is dat mystery peson dat gib me da present...nt sure lorz...haiz...cannt be ting le...cuz juz noe frm hui xian she go overseas lorz..so hu nehz? can it be mic?! or can it be sher?! or mayb i think too muc le baz...haiz....when sher wish mi a happy bday..i veri happy!! reali veri happy....nv expected dat...mi alreadi veri veri veri content le....but at da same time veri sad...haiz...lost her....lost da sun in my life...haiz....alweis havin darkness in my life...cuz i lyk black marx...so dark also nt bad...haiz...haiz....sher ish juz lyk da sun...but da sun nv raises le lorz.. haiz...mic ish juz lyk da moon baz..duno lahz...still lyk her...cant 4get her as i promised...i noe dat she dun lyk me le...i cannt yi xiang qing yuan...when on my bday..she nv wish me happy bday..i was veri upset..tot she had 4gotten all abt it le.. but ytd nite.. she sent me a msg...say wana be da last to wish me happy bday lorz....say nv 4get my bday..i was veri happy! veri content le... haiz...i noe ish wo dui bu qi ta zai xian..so i dun expect muc....haiz....but dat time i wana choose mic de...but....i noe she got daryl... how can i be lyk dat lorz..she lyk daryl lorz...wat can i do...also got lots of thingy..so i be wif sher...haiz..duno baz..... haiz!
hai zai mo mo de deng dai sher.....mic is cannt be de le..she lyk daryl alot..can see de..see her blog..alweis him..haiz...nvm.... mi onli her kor!! care so muc 4 wat sia...haiz...duno lahz...sher also dun lyk mi le i think....my sun n mood is gone....livin in complete darkness...but i never fear...cuz i noe somehwre inside i'll keep dem close to my heart...as long as i can feel myself...it doesnt matter if i can see in da dark or not..cuz love is blind..haiz...haiz...haiz................................................................................................

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:01 pm
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Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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