Thursday, April 14, 2005

Day 1

today is de day1 aft i broke up wif sher...its de saddest day of my life....nv had i cried so muc...pinky scolded me.... so upset...but she was mad at me...my feelings 4 sher is still veri strong...still love her veri much!! juz nw i feel lyk beggin her to patch wif me...but her letter...said thx 4 breaking and she wun regret...so upset....nw sittin at de window... i wish i culd die...but i nv...i took 5panadol....tryin to die...i duno wat to do nw...hurtin da gal whom i lurve so much so much reali pains me...we had come so far le....haiz...i got nth to say le...juz very upset....gib me time to get over it baz...haiz...it takes more den juz time.... cuz i nid u to heal it...but u wun noe abt tis blog...haiz...day1 alreadi so tong ku le...wat abt other days? how can i survive? can u teach me? can u 4get ken?! reali reali lurve u sher! haiz..

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:38 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

'watchin:you.go;

|YaNtEeN|

|S0phiA|

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky
Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..

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