if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Thursday, April 28, 2005

tryin to escape and avoid...

so long since me and sher tgt le....haiz...reali miss her veri veri much! do u noe?! cant concentrate...alweis thinkin of her...wat can i do?! haiz...today see her...ytd also...wana avoid...but sometime i juz cant! i reali wana see her but when saw her le...den hate her...wana avoid her...why muz i love her...yet hate her?! juz lyk last time i did...haiz...wat can i do?! sometimes reali feel lyk juz find someone to stead and 4get sher...haiz...but i dun wana hurt ppl...so muz find someone who also wana 4get the other person...haiz...i duno lahz...den saw sher,jess and wen tgt...left mic alone...reali dun lyk dem lyk dat lorz...haiz...why muz lyk dat?! u tell me?! i reali duno how to help mic...haiz...its my fault baz...i also duno lahz...cuz i still lyk mic..dats why i care so much 4 her...reali love sher a lot..dats why i care so muc 4 her...haiz,,,duno lahz...now also be close wif rebc le...haiz...duno lahz...haiz...write till here...wait wait wait

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:55 pm
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

she left me

haiz...sher...left me le...why muz she do dat?! i really reali nid her a lot a lot... i can dun care if she lyk ken nt...i juz wan her...cuz i really love her a lot a lot...but she doesnt understand...why muz u do dat? hate u! dat time me also nv did tis to u...i was desperately holdin on to it...why muz u let go...i am so lost nw without u...i'll be lost if i lost u....haiz....dun wat to do nw...haiz... love u...may i love u? haiz....u left me...without even a quarrel...haiz...
wei he lian fen shou dou bu gen wo zhen chao...liu xia na yi ju hua jiu xiang tao pao....haiz....ni shuo ni li kai shi wei le wo hao...ke zhi dao zhe ju hua shang ren bu shao...haiz...duno wat o say le...will be rite here waitin...but see mic de bloggie le...haiz...duno wat to say abt dem..sher..pink..wen abd jess...why muz lyk dat treat mic?! disgusted!! haiz...can u all dun treat mic lyk dat?! hate u all... mic is a nice gal! hate myself! it was my fault dat i lyk mic! i sux! can dun do ts to mic... wo hen xin ku...cuz i still care...haiz...

heres a song lyric for u sher...
Standin’ here lookin’ out my window
My nights are long and my days are cold ‘cause I don’t have you
How can I be so damn demanding
I know you said that it’s over now, but I can’t let go
Every day I want to pick up the phone
And tell you that
You’re everything I need and more
If only I could find you

(Chrous)
Like a cold summer afternoon
Like the snow comin’ down in June
Like a wedding without a groomI’m missing you
I’m the desert without the sand
You’re the one left without a band
I’m the ring without a hand
I’m missing you

Driving ‘round, thought I saw you pass me
My rearview mirror’s playing tricks on me ‘cause you fade away
Maybe I’m just hallucinating
‘Cause my loneliness got the best of me and my heart’s so weak

Every day I want to pick up the phone
And tell you that
You’re everything I need and moreIf only I could find you

(Chrousx2)

I’m missing you (I’m missing you)Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Said I’m...I’m missing you

(Chrousx2)

I’m missing you (Baby)Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:31 pm
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

feelings 4 michelle

i duno how to write...ytd sher told me she lyk ken 30-40%...so much....yet she said veri veri litttle...felt so upset and dissapointed....haiz..duno lahz...haiz...reali duno how to face her! so dissapointed wif her le!
today,i go c mic de blog...so upset...i alreadi she 4gotten me...but me...duno lahz...keep daryl here...daryl der...noe how i felt?! so so so upset...yet i culdnt tell her....i still lyk her veri muc...yet i culd onli keep it to myself! cuz i noe she dun lyk me le! 4get me le...nt even 1%...dun wana zi zhuo duo qing! i am nw supressin my feelin 4 her...veri xin ku u noe marx?! hide n hide n hide! abt rebc...duno lyk her nt...but think no le...yet she say wan 2 spent time 2 b wif me...den i thouch..and also she wana be my dear...haiz...duno baz...haiz...but i am sure of my feelings 4 sher n mic....haiz...write till here baz...haiz

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:29 pm
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Thursday, April 14, 2005

Day 1

today is de day1 aft i broke up wif sher...its de saddest day of my life....nv had i cried so muc...pinky scolded me.... so upset...but she was mad at me...my feelings 4 sher is still veri strong...still love her veri much!! juz nw i feel lyk beggin her to patch wif me...but her letter...said thx 4 breaking and she wun regret...so upset....nw sittin at de window... i wish i culd die...but i nv...i took 5panadol....tryin to die...i duno wat to do nw...hurtin da gal whom i lurve so much so much reali pains me...we had come so far le....haiz...i got nth to say le...juz very upset....gib me time to get over it baz...haiz...it takes more den juz time.... cuz i nid u to heal it...but u wun noe abt tis blog...haiz...day1 alreadi so tong ku le...wat abt other days? how can i survive? can u teach me? can u 4get ken?! reali reali lurve u sher! haiz..

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:38 pm
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` here.waiting ;

    Kel
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    Bellieving
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'watchin:you.go;

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Like how the sun is always there
 Even when it has sunk down
 It's a dream I can't let go
 Fantasies starts to flow
 Certainty is definitely here
 I remain standing in the midst of parting way
 And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
 While remain completely buried by that kind smile
 And echos along with that friendly voice
 Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
 The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
 Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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