Saturday, June 28, 2014
Darkness
Where there is light, there is darkness. That's the usual saying which most people agrees. Because there's light, darkness surfaces. However, because there is darkness, light is needed. Could it be possible light exist because of the impeding darkness and no the other way round?
The feeling of darkness, it isn't as cold as it seems. You feel a weird sensation on your skin, a sour feeling in your heart and dear in your mind. The unknown, was it always this scary? If is is, are we fearing tomorrow as well? If everyone wants to become the light that dispel the darkness, then i will become the darkness that allow the light to dispel me. It's me.
I am not sure what i cam doing everyday. These wounds can never heal and memories never forgotten. Those whom have hurt me, i could never wish for their demise but secretly pray for them to be happier than before. A cruel fate, unknown to all, i will accept. I'm tired... Really tired... Death is my only salvation.
The feeling of darkness, it isn't as cold as it seems. You feel a weird sensation on your skin, a sour feeling in your heart and dear in your mind. The unknown, was it always this scary? If is is, are we fearing tomorrow as well? If everyone wants to become the light that dispel the darkness, then i will become the darkness that allow the light to dispel me. It's me.
I am not sure what i cam doing everyday. These wounds can never heal and memories never forgotten. Those whom have hurt me, i could never wish for their demise but secretly pray for them to be happier than before. A cruel fate, unknown to all, i will accept. I'm tired... Really tired... Death is my only salvation.
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:08 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, June 20, 2014
2 Years
Today marks the 2nd year of the broken relationship which we once had. Those time we spent together, the things we talked about, the place we visited, the things we did together and the bonds we made can never be replaced. I am sure you would've somehow forgotten what today is or what it meant. I never thought I would accept someone so young yet loving but I did and we progressed.
Although we was somehow never meant to be and you've found someone else you cherish, my feelings will not change. No matter what happened or how you treated me, I'm sure you just wanted to be a happier person and I respect that. On this very day, I am here again, at that same place, waiting for you. Perhaps it is beautiful because waiting is believing and having faith. I miss you.
Happy 2nd year anniversary bb. That's what I wanted to say. No matter what happens from now on, I sincerely wish you will be happy your whole life. Someday, when you look back, I hope you will remember me as a special someone that made your life special and had loved and cared for you.
Take care...
Although we was somehow never meant to be and you've found someone else you cherish, my feelings will not change. No matter what happened or how you treated me, I'm sure you just wanted to be a happier person and I respect that. On this very day, I am here again, at that same place, waiting for you. Perhaps it is beautiful because waiting is believing and having faith. I miss you.
Happy 2nd year anniversary bb. That's what I wanted to say. No matter what happens from now on, I sincerely wish you will be happy your whole life. Someday, when you look back, I hope you will remember me as a special someone that made your life special and had loved and cared for you.
Take care...
i know that i have loved you ... at 3:42 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, June 14, 2014
In The Light
Hey, you took my hand and said, "Let's walk together."
You convey to me that my isolated time of being alone has finally come to an end.
I now meet you, and learn the joy of life
I live for the sake of my one precious person.
I want to believe that the path I've chosen was correct,
And engrave the same time spent as with my loved one.
A single light shines through. To think this day would come...
The future is now reaching out its hand with the light of hope.
If I'm with you, I know that I'm able to walk.
I want to believe that the path I've chosen, even if difficult, was correct,
And engrave the same time spent as with my loved one.
I'm going to live for the sake of my one precious person.
You convey to me that my isolated time of being alone has finally come to an end.
I now meet you, and learn the joy of life
I live for the sake of my one precious person.
I want to believe that the path I've chosen was correct,
And engrave the same time spent as with my loved one.
A single light shines through. To think this day would come...
The future is now reaching out its hand with the light of hope.
If I'm with you, I know that I'm able to walk.
I want to believe that the path I've chosen, even if difficult, was correct,
And engrave the same time spent as with my loved one.
I'm going to live for the sake of my one precious person.
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:00 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
The Living
The living, it is often described as it is worse than death itself. When one is dead, there is a sense of emptiness and nothing else. No pain, no feeling of sadness, joy, excitement or vengeance. We presumed ourselves to be living and to be the only living thing in the center of the universe but i see it differently. Is it because i am dead or maybe i am different.
Have you ever considered that we might be in the world of 'living' because we 'died' from another world? Our timer in this world is up and we get reborn-ed into something or someone else in the world after 'live'. Perhaps from this, i can truly believe that my life isn't as bad and the tomorrow i seek might come earlier than expected. This world, there is nothing that is keeping me. Not my family, friends, nor any love ones.
It is death that the living made up, to be twisted, changed and fabricated. It is live but not death that are reversed. Perhaps, when the end of death is near, the beginning of another 'live' would seem inevitable. I do not consider myself as living but as someone or something whom have lost it's radiance.
This may be the only proof of death in the living which i have desperately seek...
Have you ever considered that we might be in the world of 'living' because we 'died' from another world? Our timer in this world is up and we get reborn-ed into something or someone else in the world after 'live'. Perhaps from this, i can truly believe that my life isn't as bad and the tomorrow i seek might come earlier than expected. This world, there is nothing that is keeping me. Not my family, friends, nor any love ones.
It is death that the living made up, to be twisted, changed and fabricated. It is live but not death that are reversed. Perhaps, when the end of death is near, the beginning of another 'live' would seem inevitable. I do not consider myself as living but as someone or something whom have lost it's radiance.
This may be the only proof of death in the living which i have desperately seek...
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:59 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, June 07, 2014
The World
The world is a small place. There have been logics about parallel worlds which exist at the same time but different dimension. Maybe in some other world, we were together.
I'm in Indonesia on a work trip. How have you been? So much so much I want to tell you but I can't. It's our 2nd year anniversary soon and time flies. We met on the 10th of June 2012 and it is going to be 2 years soon. I hope we are still under the same sky and the night fall is as quiet and peaceful for you as it is for me.
I miss you M. I will never forget you...
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:38 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
