if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, May 25, 2014

Take care

Dear M, I wanted to tell you so much and text you right now that I am on the plane. I will be back in 2 weeks but I guess... Haha. How could I tell you? I'm sorry I ain't able to be here for you at this time. Hoefully, whenever you need me, I can be there for you.

Take care of yourself. I've never stop thinking about you. You are my sunshine.

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:50 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Remember

Do you remember, do you remember me? Today is the 20th of the month again. Another month and we would be celebrating our 2nd year together but things doesn't turns out as perfect as it seems.

We were both commited to the relationship but somehow or other, it turned into a mess. I went along with you and I was really happy with you. Perhaps I couldn't spend enough time when you needed me to be there.

Looking back, I could only smile and say thank you. You treated me with love and dote me. Everything or almost everything was perfect about you but perhaps, I wasn't good enough. I really wanted to be with you longer but it seems time is against me.

I would be travelling for work and therefore unable to be there if you need me. But if you need me, just send me a text. I could at least chat with you a little. I believed in you and I still do now. You can do it. Focus and achieve what you want to. I'll always be watching over you...

Take care & happy 23rd month...

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:03 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Birthday Wishes

Another year have passed. It's been so long so long. With a blink of the eye, i'm already 25. It has been a year filled with mixed feelings for the past year. It was happy, sad, sweet, bitter and devastating. I've met people whom i cherish and felt love which i had no felt for a long time in life. I'm thankful to the people around me.

My birthday wishes, it has always been more or less the same. I would always wish for world peace, family to be healthy and the last one would be the people around me to always be happy. Silly me, my mind got occupied by her again. I wish she would send me her wishes. I waited yesterday night till pass midnight but no message came. It's okay, i'll continue waiting.

I'm tired...

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:41 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Sunday, May 04, 2014

Truth

There is this beautiful song which i came across just now whom i wish i could sing to you. It's music and lyrics are meaningful and brought out the feelings i'm holding inside for you. It is a Japanese song by Yuna Ito. I hope if you ever get the chance, listen to it. Take care...


Let me stay with you even if it hurts both of us
Why must I always demand so much
Don't you know my heart could never stay put
There's simply only one love I want

Believing in miracles we can come across
I go on playing a melody for you
Even if I end up losing everything
This feeling is forever, It's my truth

Believe in yourself even when you stumble
Wipe your tears as you walk on
Open up your heart beyond the memories, surely
There is a hope we call tomorrow

Give me your loneliness
and I'll give you my tenderness

Don't forget the dream we saw that day
Even if we're separated, in this heart
I will feel you forever, It's my truth

Your whisper reaches the scattered stars
Illuminating my confused heart
In every encounter and farewell, what people search for is
This strong bond that will unite them someday

All the sadness throughout the world
If it's for you, I can take it all in
Even if the whole world deserts me
I believe in those eyes, It's my truth

i know that i have loved you ... at 2:50 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Saturday, May 03, 2014

Always

To stay with you, always... You are the world to me....

It's a familiar route daily. It like a usual routine. Woke up today thinking of you. So many dreams still left in my mind, but it can never come true. I wish I could press rewind and remember the Times we spent, I closes my eyes and I'm with you again. But in the end I can still feel the pain, memories of you everywhere.

Is it always gonna be this way? Until I get over you... I can't catch my tears when the rain keeps falling, I'm just here on my own, all alone. You no longer need me close to you but it's okay. I'll do my best to care for you in my own way.

8 more days. Would you remember? I merely hope you would text and gimme a greeting but it's okay if you've forgotten. I just wanted to being happiness to you always... Right now, I'm nothing but a burden. I hope you will always be smiling, always....

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:15 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

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Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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