if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, April 28, 2014

Alone

Have you ever felt so alone before? Like you are the only one in this world and nobody else cares? I'm alone and on my own trying to find a way to live. I felt disasspointed and lonely. Funny me! It's just a comment on your post, why should I care so much that you deleted it?

You told me to move on with life. It should be simple for you. After all, you were the one that wanted to be together and wanted to leave. It's earlier to let go for you so I'm happy for you. At the very least, you won't feel how I am feeling and would be much happier! I'm happy that you made it to the student council! But I guess your temper hasn't change so need to be wary okay? Don't offend people! Remember don't get too stress with this extra work load!

M, I'm glad you are doing fine. Please continue to be fine and happy! I wouldn't mind giving my remainder live to god if he could bless you with a happy and fruitful life! If one day, someone call you on behalf of me, I hope you will come and see me off.

Stay happy always...

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:14 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Hope You're Happy

Dear M,

How have you been? Till now, I think of you everyday. Hope you are doing well in school and made lots of friends and is working hard! I don't doubt you because i know you can do it and you will be happy.

Once again, this song brings me through almost everyday of my life. Hope you're happy. I'm sorry that i cannot be, as perfect as you wanted me...



I can speak about the pain you know... what you say you didn't see... I can show you all the scars you know... the ones i keep inside of me... Would that make it easier? Or would it be the same?

I can tell about the times you know... when I wished to leave this world... I can read to you the letters I wrote... all the words you say you've never heard...

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:32 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Where you are

It's been a long while. How have you been M? Once again, I am on my way to school for class. I guess I'll be late. I'm in the train, surrounded by couples. Somehow I wish you were here. Or at least, I wish you would let me be beside you.

I texted you via Whatsapp but I know you are not able to receive any of my messages. I asked and I longed to meet you and have dinner together again at your house. So much so much which I am not able to tell you.

I would most likely be away during the last week of May for 2 weeks for work related matters. If you need me and can't find me, it's not because I don't care anymore but it's because I'm away. Silly me! Not that you would really care right?

I hope things are going smooth for you. Although you didn't get into the school of your choice, but don't give up! I'm sure you can overcome it! Remember I'm always here should you need me 1 day.

i know that i have loved you ... at 2:32 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

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Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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