Monday, December 29, 2008

FouUR sEas0ns

Spring, autumn, summer and winter falling in love. Each rotates with everlasting time. As beautiful spring may be, the flowers blooming are only for that amount of time. Something which is left in the memories of the heart but cannot be see by the eyes. Something that we can feel or felt, but there's no evidence that it passes by. Its beautiful yet its so short. The most wonderful things that happen in lide are always so short yet so beautiful. It only seems to exit in our memories. Autumn, a season where the leaves came to nothing. Fallen from grace. The leaves detached inself from the almighty tree and with only them left standing. Everything at this point seems silent. It seems that the world had come to a standstill. But will the time of our life stop here? At this moment? Summer, a warm and sunshine season. The insects crying out. The farmers screaming and the people swimming. Its dreadful. When so many voices wants to be heard. Yet no one is listening. Its natural that everything or everyone planned only for their well-being and for love and power. Winter, its like a cold storm which wipe out your future. All you see is blank. Everything is colored in white. The cold is like torture we must endure. The snow is like obstacle we must face. And the footprints are like our memories left behind. Whatever it may be, someday, non of this will continue. Its not an endless cycle. Its not a retribution of human, but a gift of those who cherish and never fail to forget who we really are....

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:46 pm
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Saturday, December 20, 2008

FaILurE oR sUcCesS?

Often i wonder why god created us. Why do we have emotions and why do we kill and hurt others when we are just creations which is mere illusions. Are humans like us too successful or are we just failures that roam and destroy the world. When we were created, why did we learn to hate and love. Why is there good and evil in us. Aint we just creations or are we far more than that? Issit outta god's predictions or are we just too good to be true? We kill other living creatures and humans. We kill our own kind and hatred spread. War is easy to spread but diffcult to extingushed. Why? If we are all creations of god, why do we hurt ourselves and our kind? Is there really a future for us human? When everything is based or profits and rewards. The strong bully the weak, the weak will in turn grow to be strong. What goes up will always comes down. Is this the rule and priciples on how we are created? The world is too small. With everything distorted, we seek our own destructions in time to come.

WE"RE FAILURES

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:05 am
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Sunday, December 14, 2008

RaiN & SHinE

Its sunshine again. After raining, the sun will shine again no matter how tired we are or how sick we've become, somethings never change. The sun is bright and warm just like the love given from a mother. When its too hot, we complain. When its gone we long for it. Its something we want and need at the same time. But i often wonder, if we really need the sun? The plant wont grow without sunlight. The world will turn into a dark n lonely place without the sun. So what? If we were meant to survive in these harsh conditions, it'll make us stronger! Issnt it? I'm just being random. Nothing of a regular basis will be appreciated cause it will be taken for granted. I'm tired and sick of these. Thats why i want things to change. No matter how painful tomorrow, i long for a change. To a better tomorrow and a better future. Be it dark or bright, rain or shine, we will continue to advance... Just like the earth rotates...

i know that i have loved you ... at 4:37 pm
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Tuesday, December 09, 2008

ComM0n QuEStioNs

There are always things we what to know. Questions we want to ask and answers we want to know. But is there really an answer to every question? Or should i say is there a correct or fixed answer for every question? For physics, maybe there are fixed answer cause they're formula and theory based. Life theories are different and complicated. Its understantable that we human lack understanding of the world and the people around us. Our mind are complicated be it good or bad. There're always questions drifting in my mind and i hope to get a right, or maybe near to perfect answer but somehow i cant cause i'm being influenced by my past and present and the future to me seems diminished. Its a set of questions about life. Maybe we ought to take a break and think about life and how to carry on to live as a human being. Confusing? Well, these questions are all i'm always thinking about.

- What is the meaning of life?
- What is the meaning of love?
- Why does god creates us human?
- Why cant all the living be wipe out? Be merciful and save us from despair.
- Why are there good and bad? Why are there black or white?
- Egg 1st or chicken 1st?
- If u can predict your own death, would it be a blessing or torment?
- How to end and walk out of this misery?
- Does death marks the end or a begining of a new life?

So many questions yet.... Gone...

i know that i have loved you ... at 5:43 pm
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Wednesday, December 03, 2008

DeAtH

You're my song, written by the hands of god. Is life like a song written in black and white the a special form by gods or do we control it ourselves? Well, certainly, i believe we control our fate and we changes our destiny with every bit of things we do and every little thing we say. Death comes to all. Be it how well our life are or were, how beautiful or rich we are, we bring nothing into our graves. Is death a starting of a new life or an ending of an old life? Nevertheless, do we really find a point to be sad about death? Cause its comes to all and do we have to grive for everyone we know who died? Death is an ending of our miserable life. Be it good or bad, right or wrong, everything about the person are being erased. The only thing left is the memories left behind by the deseased. More likely, we'll like to ask, is the dead more painful or the person living in place of him more miserable? What do u think? We carries memories, be it good or bad ones. There are somethings that just cant be erased. Death is a release and should by right be celebrated. Sorrow to send the dead away is just wrong within me.

Denial - Anger - Bargaining - Depression - Acceptance

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:13 pm
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ROsEs

Roses are romantic flowers. It gives a sense of everlasting beauty. But somehow beautiful things doesnt last. Flowers will wither and humans will die. Roses comes in different colours. Be it red, blue, yellow or white, there're still roses. But why do people sees them differently? Why are there preferance? Maybe its just human that we choose and view things differently cause we have the choice and freedom we wanted. There aint any perfect things in this world. Even roses have thorns on them. Humans have flaws. Our life can be compared to a rose. Its beauty, colours and thorns resemble how our lives can be. Make good use of our time before the last petal falls.