Saturday, November 29, 2008
LisTeN t0 y0uR hEArT
I know there's something in the wake of your smile. But does anyone knows how hard it is to put on a smile when u all u want is to be happy yet u have to pretend.
U built a love, but that love falls apart, the little piece of heaven turns too dark. Broken promises, illusionary love and unrealistic dreams are beening exposed and with the little faith which is being held gone, Everything seems lost and broken. The once beautiful heaven with a thousand colours turns too dark.
Listen to your heart, cause theres a voice screaming deep inside. Unwilling to recongise the voice, torment continues. Unhurt by anyone, we're hurting ourself.
Sometimes u wonder if this fight is worthwhile. The precious moment are all lost in the tide. Everyone is silly. Or maybe most of us? Hurting yet we wanna protect the one we loves. The memories are lost bit by bit days by days. But somehow theres just this trace of sorrow we cant forget.
The feeling of belonging to your dreams. No longer belong to anyone or anything. Doesnt feel belong to this world. Not yours not mine. Everything seems so far. I wanna belong to someone's dreams. To feel belonging.
And there are voices that wanna be heard. So much to mention but i cant find the words...
U built a love, but that love falls apart, the little piece of heaven turns too dark. Broken promises, illusionary love and unrealistic dreams are beening exposed and with the little faith which is being held gone, Everything seems lost and broken. The once beautiful heaven with a thousand colours turns too dark.
Listen to your heart, cause theres a voice screaming deep inside. Unwilling to recongise the voice, torment continues. Unhurt by anyone, we're hurting ourself.
Sometimes u wonder if this fight is worthwhile. The precious moment are all lost in the tide. Everyone is silly. Or maybe most of us? Hurting yet we wanna protect the one we loves. The memories are lost bit by bit days by days. But somehow theres just this trace of sorrow we cant forget.
The feeling of belonging to your dreams. No longer belong to anyone or anything. Doesnt feel belong to this world. Not yours not mine. Everything seems so far. I wanna belong to someone's dreams. To feel belonging.
And there are voices that wanna be heard. So much to mention but i cant find the words...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:37 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, November 27, 2008
AshES
Faith, hope and glory are basically what i believe in. To be proud of yourself and of cause the friends around you. The moral that brought me up are simple. Whatever u dont want people to do, do not do it to others. Well, i believe in retributions and things we do will eventually get back to us. Its just human to have revenge and hatred. Its tiring and sometimes hopeless. What do we get in the end? Time will turn everything of form to ashes. Lost with it are dreams and faith. The beliefs of one turns to dust. When day turns into night and the feeling of bitter sweet turns into sorrow. All hopes are lost. No glory remains. What we starts, we must end. Even when the moonlight that shines so bright now will not always be there when the end is near. What we really faces will be the truth and the only ones left are the silly ones thinking how lucky they were to survive. To live is a greater pain cause we'll never know what tomorrow will be....
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:34 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
ThE ReAL mE
I'm feeling lonely all these while. Touch my life. Bring warmth to my heart. Heal my soul. People, be it nameless or unknown or any other person who know me or claim to know me, do u really know me? Nobody knows me yet everyone knows my name. Broken up deep inside which u cant see. Assumptions made and judgemental view are nothing to the path of the faith i believe. Learning through torment and misery. To be burning bit by bit and torn pieces by pieces till the real truth is out. Our very existance means something. Depressed as i am. A thousand wasted dreans rolled off my eyes just now. To be needed or used is much better than being useless. Need me? Use me! Dun need me? Please recycle! Hahax! Well, lost the faith and lost the hope till my days are gone. I'm just waiting to die. To die is all i'm waiting. Waiting.....
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:34 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Monday, November 24, 2008
UnCeRtAinTY
Life is full of uncertainty. Maybe thats what keeps life interesting and thats how we human long for a tomorrow. We can never predict what the future holds. Our dreams, lost in humanity and vanish with time. We come to the world with nothing. No good or evil. We leave with nothing too. Not bringing any money or anyone with us. Friends or foes, everything will be forgotten. What we did is never remembered. If we are certain of the future, there would not be a future we can wish for anymore. I'm tired...
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:57 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
LoSt iN DrEamS
How am i going to get rid of all these blues. The memories are still huanting me. Well, i suppose every have memories. Things that we cannot forget. Things that we try hard to remember and things that still hurts. But all these are just part of life. Part of me, part of humans. I wanna be happy! To forget everything. To step outta this misery. To be able to live happily ever after. It may just be a fantasy but i know as long as i believe, things will change. Fantasy will no longer be fantasy. Things will come alive. Swallowed by darkness, i enjoyed being in it. Who says u cant be happy in the dark or in hell? I enjoy being torture and being used! I love the way i'm needed and ditched. Cuz only through this, i can learn. The meaning of life? The meaning of love? Is there a definate answer?
Questions and questions but all souls lost...
Questions and questions but all souls lost...
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:57 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, November 13, 2008
NigHtFaLL
The dark purple skies marked the endless night. The cold wind blows and hustle the leaves on the tree. The sky today is filled with clouds which seems purple in color. My heart today fills with endless sorrow. I feel cold and lonely in the night. The moon aint out today. Everything seems so lonely of the sky. Without stars and moon, the skies look so plain. The different color in the skies as though i can touch it. The smell of the breeze brings me down to earth with a beautiful yet lonely world. Whatever it is, nothing marks a begining of life or an ending with death. I'm sure after all is lost, things will changed. The world is changing slowly but surely...
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:09 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
DarKneSs
When the time still goes on,
misery is but just lace.
Even if its sorrow,
memories will erased, together with you one day.
The precious time that suits me,
the lonely place i belong.
The painful mind i once had, drove me into darkness one day,
it will one day.
Oneday
misery is but just lace.
Even if its sorrow,
memories will erased, together with you one day.
The precious time that suits me,
the lonely place i belong.
The painful mind i once had, drove me into darkness one day,
it will one day.
Oneday
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:56 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Saturday, November 01, 2008
WheN stArs ShinEs
When stars shines, it turns the world into a beautiful place. Or maybe its just the skies? However, it can never bring peace and joy to this world no matter how beautiful they are. The single shine of the stars just aint bright enough but they continue to shine. Beside the full moon, they look so small so small. When the sun rise, they seems to be forgotten and dissappeared. Deceive and forgotten is their fate. Wish upon the stars? Will your wishes be granted? No matter how many century passes, they continue to shine. Rain or shine they remain. Covered by the stormy cloud. I wanna be a star. To be forgotten and shine always. I'm not noble but just too silly. No matter what we do, it would be history in no time. No matter what our name are, it would be forgotten in no time. Generations and generations we pass, something are being lost each and everyday. The end is comming nearer and nearer. Its about time to depart....
i know that i have loved you ... at 11:04 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
