if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

BeGiNinG 0f LifE

Well, lets not talk about depressing 1st? Lets save it for the last? Yups. Last week & this week, i'm having attatchment at KKH. At 1st it was kinda boring. But after i got used to settings, it went fine. Yups. I sure hope things for the babies and childrens will turn out fine. Was kinda sad seeing how fragile live can be. Poor little babies. They were born with no memories of the past, no goals for the future. So why make them suffer before they know anything and learn all the evil in this world? The sick & injured childrens are innocents. Must they bear the sins of the past and the present? At this point, i really wish that they could get well soon. Plz bless and protect them. Always believe. Put faith in what u believe in! U'll make it through.

You always choose to stay,
i should be thankful for everyday,
heaven knows what the future Holds,
or least where the story goes.

Another You
So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep
You left me drowning in the tears of memory
And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe
Cause there was so much that your
heart just couldn't see
A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes
But time's been healing me and I say goodbye

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

Could you imagine someone else is by my side
I've been afraid he couldn't keep myself from falling
My heart was always searching for a place to hide
Could not await the dawn to bring another day
Your not the only one so hear me when I say
The thoughts of you that just fade away

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

Sometimes I see you when I close my eyes
You're still apart of my life

But I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you
I'll find another you

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:46 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Sh0w mE thE LigHT

Caught up in the dreams of yesterday, that seems so far away. Show me the light. Blind my eyes with these flashes. Strip me naked of my sins. I've gonna go my own way. Gonna move on. Cuz the world is constantly changing. Green house gases and pollutant constantly increasing. We dun hab much time left in this world. Everything will soon die and live will cease to exist. Take our existance outta the surface of this distort world. cuz the earth isnt perfect so are we humans. Well,i suppose it can be help? A perfect world doesnt lies perfect beings. Its okay. Well, god will wipe us out soon. Show us a new path to our destiny. We'll fight against it again. Thats why i'd say, go ahead. fly...

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:57 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

eNd mY toRmenT

End my torment? Who will? Friends or family? Or simply myself? Been so tired so so so tired. Why was i born? What is the purpose of me living? I dont believe i live for god unlike christian? Well? At least they have something to believe in? I dont or rather i just cant find it. Perharps i dun even know what i am searching for. Where am i heading to. And what does the future holds. The journey or endless sorrow continues and is a never ending one. The heart the bears a thousand misery culd never been seen. I'm tired. Alweis tired. So why am i tired? What is my purpose here? To live for god? Holyshit! I live for myself. Well,only others can make me feel my existance. Its sad n hard for me to live without people needing me.

Endless Story...

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:22 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

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Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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