if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

DisTorti0ns

Well,i've been thinkin alot lately. Or should i say i've been thinkin alot since i see the world is full or distortions. Who should correct these distortions? Or should we eliminate them? Its the most simple n fastest way to correct the world from this path down to destruction. I dun understand anything in this world. Its okay. Or why should we try to understand. No one is ever needed. Its all desires and wants. To correct this world,the simplest way is to destroy and rebirth. Thats why we humans are ruining ourselves. No human is to judge humanity so am i. However,to understand the truth which must "die" several times is the way to be the "ultimate" being to rid the world of distortions.

WE HUMANS MUST
- Kill ourselves to correct the world
- Suffer in misery
- Live in eternal pain
- Kill each other to our heart content since we enjoy killing and war
- Be sad and depressed
- Burn everything like in hell
- Die and wish we were never born
- Cut and let the beautiful blood flow
- Make humanity cease to exist

Above is only a small of my portion of my theory.
Its up to u as human to decide to follow or....

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:52 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Friday, June 20, 2008

SunShinE

Its morning. I've been waking up so early ever since dunno when. Well,its a habit i guess. The sun is shinning brightly. However i hate the sun. I dun like it bright. Its hot too. Why? Cant the world turn into a dark n lonely place? with the white snow falling everywhere. the blood smear on the beautiful snow. In this cold and lonely night,i wonder how many of us are looking up the sky, wondering if our world are the same as the others. And how many people are looking up now thinking of the same thing. Well,theres always somewhere and someone who will think alike. But the world i am in aint the same with any of u people. thats why its kinda lonely. Become sucidial and lonely and plan to suffer in misery n pain? thats when u come close to my world. But dun worry i'll shut the door before u enter. Cuz its just me n myself. It hurts...

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:48 am
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Friday, June 13, 2008

FAlLeN N FRaiL

Again. I'm sick. Fallen sick again. Am i so frail? I'm still young. But it really seems like i dont have much time do i? I dunno what more i can do to thanks the people who are concern and care for me. I cherish the people who hurts me n hate me! Cuz they make me remember them or maybe they'll remember me as well? Sighx. How do i keep myself from falling? Ytd,vomited like never before. today poo like...... Kinda crazy? OR maybe too much panadol? Or food poisoning? Lols! doesnt matter! What matters is i'm still alive n kicking so i could be worse any minute! yups! Tired....

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:24 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

Monday, June 02, 2008

AnSwERs

I need answers to my life. I need everything to dream again. Cuz i cant dream with a shattered heart. I cant cry with a swollen eyes. I cant seems to scream in pain cuz i'm too scared. My mind seems to be so blank and leading my life in the most pathetic way. I dont rmb anything of the happy times. I wanna be someone else. But i failed! Cuz i cant be happy no matter how hard i try. The harder i try,the harder i fall. It has always been a aprt of me and my life. I'm tired. With everything turnig out so wrong. So wrong... Well,i'll survive? Cuz i need to suffer to get immune! Yes i will....

About some songs which sang my heart...

You Don't Know - Westlife
The Answer - Corrinne May

Another You - Cascada
What Hurts The Most - Cascada
Until I Get Over You - Christina Milian
Lost Without You - Delta Goodrem

Everybodys Fool - Everescense
Footprints On My Heart - Paula Deanda
Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson

Yesterday - Leona Lewis
Untitled - Somple Plan

Miss You When I'm Dreaming - Westlife
Never Know I Was Losing You - Westlife
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

i know that i have loved you ... at 2:18 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

` here.waiting ;

    Kel
    Fateful 21
    Bellieving
    Waiting

'watchin:you.go;

^reminds;me*of

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
While remain completely buried by that kind smile
And echos along with that friendly voice
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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