Monday, March 31, 2008
thE daRk SkY
I suspose everything will change with time baz? The sky can be bright at this moment and dark at the next. Time flies. People changes. Nothing is being spared from this cruel course. I only believe in eternal darkness. Everything in this world is fake. Even ourself. If we are real,things wun be ever changing. Why can we see light when it is dark? Why muz the world be balance? Show me this distorted world! It's okay. I'll be prepare for it! Prepare to understand it and go thru with it! I want a world with darkness and suffering! It hurts to see people suffers. So gimme the pain! Let me be confuse. Let be go with the wind!
When my heart bleeds, i dunid anyone to stop.
When i cry, i wan my eyes to be blind.
When i'm sad,i want it to take over my life
When i'm gone, torture my soul!
Never did i believe in anything.
Never was i born and was given live.
Never existed i was suspose to be.
I'll move on and on.
To the end of time.
When my heart bleeds, i dunid anyone to stop.
When i cry, i wan my eyes to be blind.
When i'm sad,i want it to take over my life
When i'm gone, torture my soul!
Never did i believe in anything.
Never was i born and was given live.
Never existed i was suspose to be.
I'll move on and on.
To the end of time.
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:59 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Friday, March 28, 2008
BeautiFuL anD ugLY
A world filled with colours... issit consider beautiful? wat makes a beautiful life. or rather a beautiful self and a beautiful world. i suspose colours are juz deceving us. the fact that we use our eyes to judge things and us humans. as colourful and beautiful live is,its will all fade and be erase ad forgotten in time. its how the mind works. to achieve the most pleasent life, we have to go thru dark times and stay in the world of black and white. being able to understand is the greatest thingy. but trying to understand it will leads to nowhere. it doesnt matter. i'm juz a normal human living in this world which is classified beautiful and ugly. to me,the world is filled with evil and muz be vaquish! i hope i wish i pray dat the world and universe wuld becum a better place again with no trace of lives....
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:43 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Sunday, March 23, 2008
miStakE
Why do ppl exist? Bcuz we human exist,dats why evil exist. So why were we created? Soon... Plz wipe out us human.The kind,evil,good or bad ppl. Take away all our sins and let the world be in eternal darkness. Take away all the emotions and feelings brought to this wicked world. So plz take away my existance. Bring me back to where i came from. Take me with you into eternity. Let all the sins human race had done on to me. Give me the pain! Then let the world be reborn into a place where there is no love n hatred. In this case,everyone can live in peace. Destroy this world plz. I suspose we will destroy this world anyway. I wish someone would wipe me out from the world. I dunid to live nor to be dead. I want suffering. More and more and more. Till i am able to lie motionless and feel nothing. If my live is of any value, then take it away. Take my worthless live away and let others awaken how fragile live can be and how miserable to live. To be dead isnt the best cuz it would not bring my live to an end. Therefore,let me, let me live in my own world where every suffering and misery falls upon me. Change me into someone/something that can abosrb the pain and hurt. Awaken from this distorted world.
Lost and Burned in misery...
Lost and Burned in misery...
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:41 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Thursday, March 06, 2008
SAd?
dan dan dan dan dan dan.... the tune in my heart is juz lyk the unbearable sorrow in my heart. everything cums n go lyk the wind. tgt wif the clouds. disappeared in the clouds, and fall apart in the midst of storm. the candle of my life will soon goes up. den my life will come to an end/ nv existed. wipe away the memories and my existance. sad sad sad? the feelings will die with it in time. den i'll be reborn in misery. cheer me on this life. cheer me on nxt life. kill me for eternity.
I NEVER EXISTED.
I WILL NEVER BE RELEASED.
I WILL DIMISHED.
TILL THE END,
"I" WAS NOT "I"
WAS NEVER EVER HERE TO BEGIN WITH...
I NEVER EXISTED.
I WILL NEVER BE RELEASED.
I WILL DIMISHED.
TILL THE END,
"I" WAS NOT "I"
WAS NEVER EVER HERE TO BEGIN WITH...
i know that i have loved you ... at 7:34 pm
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
