Tuesday, August 28, 2007

1YeaR annIveRsaRY

its suspose to be the 1year anniversary today baz... but..... nvm baz... its alrd over le... i was a toopid guy dats wat i cant say baz... hope everything will go well today baz.... mornin msgs was send to her but no reply.... i'm being treated lyk rubbish again baz? nvm.... i may be a piece of trash in her mind n heart... but it doesnt matter baz.... i'm simply too tired to bother abt it... take care everyone.... day by day we grew weary.... its almost abt time for me.... muacks!

I love u ppl...
i hate myself...
save me from misery...
give me happiness....
from now till eternity...

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:18 am
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Saturday, August 25, 2007

WorK & wORk

these days alweis working... lucky today off!! whewp! hahax! days went on as usual... heard dat WM got GF? wonder who isssit? issit her? she told me she single nia... but... now? i also dunno baz... too tired n busy to ask abt such stuff... anyway work was okay lahz? at nitez alweis kinda busy... scary i shld say? lolz! ytd went to hab supper wif the boss n manager and other staff... feel kinda wierd though.... sianz! nth muc anyway lahz! hahax! too tired... too worn out... still believing.... yawn! shldnt blog so muc baz? buaiz!!!

i know that i have loved you ... at 4:47 pm
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Saturday, August 18, 2007

muAiz ytD

to tell u ppl de fact.... i'm typing wif a finger.... my fingers are gettin numb.... as cold as ice.... me too burnin inside me.... but its really cold.... sick again... fallen ill.... perharps i've nv gotten well aft she left me... but i'll survive.... i muz be strong! cold.... so damn cold....ytd i cried over her...n bcuz of her msg.... even if we're nt tgt,dun hab to be so harsh.... cold.... cant believe dat i actually was so in love her n she too... nows a completely changed person... nvm... i didnt say awful words.... juz asked simple qus.... but the reply she gave was lyk... plz DUN ever msg me again!! wahahaha! cant believe it! every nitez... i sent her gudnitez msg n ask her to jia you... gib a little encouragement.... n ask her to take care... even a fren can do dat baz? but? this is wat i get... i've alweis hoped for a reply.... but it nv came.... so nvm... its bcum a habit msgin someone who is dead.... anyway... i'm feeling terrible... hope i can get well soon baz!!

i know that i have loved you ... at 4:56 pm
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

SicK shIt

dear god... omg! i'm sick again... i wonder why... why do i fall sick so easily? head heavy... mouth ulcer... whole body weak... lyk shuttin dwn liddat.... since dat very day.... i've been sick on n off.... now it started again.... sighx... i dunno... i wish i culd juz vaporise... gone from this world.... nt feelin well... shant write muc...

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:58 am
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Sunday, August 12, 2007

misSinG eUu

my mind is calling.... the door is closing... will i see u in heaven? at the end of time at the end of fairytale.... trust? i dunno what i'm writing? so random? lol! been feelin abit betta... headache less frequent le... dats gud i suspose? i dunno baz.... in the morin.... noon... nitez... something is missing... lyk the sky w/o the stars... i need light.. .warmth... dreams nv did come ture.... all i can do is to run away.... nobody will recuse me... alone is the way of survive... the way to grow strong is through pain n hatred.... so so so tired.... cast a spell for me eternal sleep.... nitez... to myself forever... dissappear w/o a trace! lost n gone.... done....

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:58 am
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Monday, August 06, 2007

siCk & tiREd

recently has been kinda sick... my nose... leakin... habin flu lorz... den mood hai hao baz? slowly startin to accept the fact baz? lolz! dunno.... nobody cares anyway.... time changed.... i'm growing more & more tired each n everyday of my life... dunno why.. i wonder... hope things will be alritez baz!

This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you

What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life

When you apologize, no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So that I can get over you

Other girls will come along, they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you, tell me