Friday, November 24, 2006

aBt YtD

ytd was quite a gud day?? early in de mornin,i skipped lect n went to gib melissa my card.... den meet geok... heheex! she came to muai hse den we started doin project... so happy o hav her wif me n helpin me... do n do n do... damn tired... den wei shan call me... den met at sun plazza park.. so many mosqitoe... sianz!! den tok tok tok... den ft dat sent geok home.. dats all abt it lahz... dun wanna write much... but i was appy ytd... hope everyday can alweis be so happy!!

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:31 am
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Monday, November 20, 2006

miSSin EuU...

nowadays,i am so bored sia... nth to do.... nv go out lorz... yawn... early in de morin wake up so bored sia... missin her so muc so muc... wonder wat she's doin sia.... dat day she was angry wif me... i'm damn scared sia dat she'll leave me... but aft every issue,we'll becum more lovin... dunno why baz... we'll be more understandin... life's cock up nowadays... i'm so lazy to even gib it a damn... wateva happens ish muc of my concern.... i'll juz be bat the funeral can liao.... nt my prob.... juz inite me when u ppl die den i cuz visit u ppl lah!! hahax! aniway.. nth muc baz..,. cya!!

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:58 am
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Thursday, November 16, 2006

buSy

nowadays so busy sia... project project n project.... nt enough time to do my things lorz.. sianz... yawn... got nth muc to write also lahz... things seems to hav calm wn le... so dats gud... juz now was wif my dar dar... den she say alot of bad things at me... sad sad sad... cuz i lazy go buy food den kana liao.. think ya betta watch ya mouth.... lucky i am ur dear dear.. if not i sure angry l... but now i am sad nt angry lahz... lolz! hope everything will be betta de nxt day! lubb ya!!

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:58 pm
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Why??!

why? nazir why? usin foul lunguage to scold her!!! why? haish!! even if u hate her alot alot... but... how can u use these kinda words to scold her? i feel so pissed n fuck up lorz! crapz!!!!! wat bitch? wat fuck? wat knnbccb?? do u hav ani idea wat it feels to be scolded by these words? u dun!! its actually a small matter but why it bcum lyk tis? i driftin apart frm ya... cuz i cannt stand how u are treatin my galfren... even if u hate her... u hav to think... she's ur brother's galfren... u hav to gib face!!! if i scold ur galfren bitch slut or fucker... how wuld u feel?? i am utterly disappointed!! truly sad abt tis!! i dunno wat brothers are 4... is bcuz u hated her dats why i have to be in tis position... cannt tok n be wif u... i've nv blame u for tis... or i am nt sayin is ur fault... all are at fault... i dunno why did u hate her... but i certainly noe dat b4 she came, we were nt so close... me n the circius are nt close either.... did u ppl invite me to go aniwhere b4 we met her? u ppl didnt.... but aft she came, we got closer... at least me n u... we stand tgt against nesh... but now? 4get it.. dun wanna write much le... buaiz

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:51 am
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Sunday, November 05, 2006

gEtTiN PiSSeD

haish... nowadays got nth muc to write... but think juz blog lahz... ytd was a bad day.. dunno wat happened to zir? crapz! since he wif kha n charles, things change le.. he wun hang out wif us animore... alweis wif dem... dat day still pang seh nard... WTF!! he wasnt liddat last time de! why muz u change? u dislyk geok juz cuz of the chair thingy n de door? aft so muc we've been through n u angry of this... too pretti le!! toopid ritez? damn upset n disappointed wif him!! dat kha also... lyks to add oil n salt.. haish... why r u ppl lyk tis? she treat u ppl how gud, u all shld noe... but wat did she get? tears to clean her face? i cant reali help muc... juz keep wonderin why zir has changed... juz bcuz he nids money n place to stay n charles n kha can offer him den he be wif dem n bcum lyk tis?! liddat i rather go sell butt n get money for him!! wat did she get in return bein so gud to dem... nth! not even a bday present dat she deserve...i dunno why things turned out liddat! i dun wan it to happen this way... i'm cuzin her pain... u're cuzin her pain... everyone is... let me take over her pain!! allow me to be hurt! dun wanna c her cry everyday...

zir,dun think u hab the chance to read tis but if u do, plz do think??! how gud is she to u... n wat u've done... reflect on urself... plz! return the old zir to me!! i dun wanna lose a brother!! sighx!

mY loveR gEoK, dun be upset le! i noE hoW paiN u arE n I wAnNA shArE thE PaiN!! haiSh!! i"lL stAy wiF u n0 mAtTeR waT oThErS maY BE... MuAckSs!!

i know that i have loved you ... at 3:36 am
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Thursday, November 02, 2006

sAd NitEx

ytd was a beri bad day baz!! haish... aft sch... meet up wif my dear dear, ming n ma'am den go junction8!! we 1st go eat den watch movie lahz... it was lyk any other day baz....nth much actually... but i dunno why.. she lyk dun chen ren wo... why dun wanna hold my hand nehz? haish... reali a disgrace to hav me marx? frens also dun wanna tell... tell dem single.... frenster also... i dunno wat to do.. though i noe got reasons de... but lyk beri wat lorz.... also dunno baz...

den cum to trg.. aft trg... she attitude me.. took my lighter... den i've hurt her... haish.. why did i do such a thing? my heart reali beri pain u noe marx? haish... finally cannt take it le... hugz onto her n cried... cuz i reali beri pain... dunno why... we sitted dwn n tok.. she told me to go home... haish.. say got ming enough le... it juz cut my heart... i dunno why lorz... de whole nite was spend cryin... reali beri sorry dear... haish!! dunno wat to type here... i dun wanna cry again bloggin tis... cuz i wanna start anew wif her! juz wanna let her noe... i'll love her till de end of time!

lubbin u dear...

i know that i have loved you ... at 8:05 pm
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