if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Friday, March 31, 2006

SiGhXx

hais.. dunno wat am i doin?! sad? angry? mad?! siao?! lolz! hais! nobody wans me animore le... is nort i despo or wat.. i juz dun wanna be alone... why ppl alweis hab each other n i am alweis alone nehz? its so unfair... hais... wat shld i do now?! rebc also say wat if dun last long dun stead! wat abt u n him?! u also tot it'll last dun u?! den why did it turn out tis way?! when we get into a relationship.. we alweis hope it'll last dun we?! yet u say those words... dun u think dat u beri gou fen! i also dun wan it de lorz! b4 u say.. can u think abt urself 1st... u also liddat lorz!... hais... nvm... now reali dun hab de mood le... jing ru said she'll be der 4 m... me so happy.... even if its a lie.. i also dun mind.... it makes me happy cuz at least someone cares 4 me... hais... xie xie ni jing ru my mei mei! we alweis so fated de lorz... hahax.. hope u'll alweis be happy too... sigh....

i know that i have loved you ... at 2:44 pm
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Thursday, March 30, 2006

WhY?

why is der nth to write in my blog de?! hais.. ytd.. juz broke up[ wif pei ting le... i also dunno why lehz... so long didnt shed ani tears le.. ytd den cry.. crapz... somemore infront of her somemore! crapz! hais.. dunno baz... i go use the key scratch my hand lyk last time how rebc do... but cannt go too deep lyk she did lahz.. i hope rebc will be here n help me again.. den i cop her.. i pour hot water.. not detergent.... it was damm pain.. my hand all red lorz... but my heart more pain u noe marx?... dun wish to write much.. bye

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:03 pm
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Sunday, March 26, 2006

SeCr3t

yoz! i am back le worz.. so long nv tag le.. nw tag again.. ytd did sth wif someone.. secret sia! cannt say out de! lolz! hahax! dun think dirty horz! lolz! ytd go bugis work 4 3hrs only.. den cum back tampines den eat le go lavander trg again.. yawn.. sianz! me spar wif leonard... trash him.. dunno why nw lyk betta lehz? lolz! den meet joel stead den pei ta... tok tok... den secret... den call joel c her home.. now they both shld be alrite le! heheez!
abt 2day? whole day at home tryin to get my enrolment done.. den mum nt at home.. duno my bank acct no. how to complete my form sia! sianz! guess wat? ytd i saw de sjab ppl.. alot of dem lorz.. den they tot joel stead is my stead! OMG! am i blind or wat?! my taste wun be so bad lorz! hahax! de 1st person i saw was cass.... why alweis see her sia?! she's reali a beri gud gal lorz... but i wun hav a chance 2be wif her agian le.. she's reali a gud stead... so carin... ^_^ now doin nth le... hais... suddenly feel sad? dunno lahz! dat ting ting cum c my frenster profile sia! dotz! dunno wat she doin lashz! suddenly cum view my profile.. lolz! okay le lahz! nitez

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:41 pm
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

TmL Th3 BiG DaY

sianz! today so sianz sia!.. go trg den go back home alone.. yawn...now neck so pain! today go pierce ear sia! abit scare scare lorz! nt pain lahz.. heheez.. yawn.. now so sianz lorz.. yawn.. oya! tml got spex! best of the best lorz! thoe who win in spex have to fight agian... hope can win lahz though i won de gold in spex.. lolz! heheez! heard can go korea train if win sia!? lolz! hahax! sianz! tml also sjab com lorz.. actually i wanna go wif dem de.. but go tournament marx.. den cannt lorz! sianz! but tml mornin.. i go find xue ling they all.. buy things for dem! heheez! at least can wish dem gud luck b4 i go lorz! liddat also nt bad worz! hahax! yawn.. so sianz now! hope they all can win sth back.. xj beri confident abt NA so i hope they'll win de champ baz! gud luck!

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:56 pm
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

BeSt 0f dE beSt

wat shld i write abt 2day nehz? so sianz sia!oya! the ong kian ming cup last sunday i got gold... lolz! me nort gud at all but dunno why am i alweis so lucky lorz... dotz... this sunday havin best of the best.. all the medalist for spex all fightin lorz.. sianz.. actually i ish wanna go down to c the sjab competetion de lorz.. but dun think hab the time le baz... dunno lorz.. sianz sia! worried abt tis sunday... but if can win den can go korea train worz! heheez... if can improve myself also nort bad worz... oya! btw... think ish de 1st nitez of the camp.. i msg cass n rebc.. only cass reply me.. diao! ^_^ happy sia!wat abt rebc nehz? muz be busy msgin daryl lahz! me heck care le lahz! dotz... go play pool... i beri lousy... half bucket full de.. everything abt me is nort perfect.. juz half half de.. so sucky lorz! crapz ritez? dotz! sianz! me n peiting relationship not reali well lorz.. dunno lahz! me also dun wanna care le lahz.. damm tired... hope everyone around me will be happy.. cya... nth to write le... dotz.....

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:56 pm
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Friday, March 10, 2006

JuZz WaNnA StAnD bY Euu

today nth happen much cuz still mornin lorz... lata goin out meet my mei mei... dunno wat will happen... oya! ytd beri you yuan.. meet jing ru again... 1st time i saw her lyk tot she okok lookin only cuz nv c properly marx.. ytd look at her.. damm swt n chio... but dunno is she a gud n nice gal not? diao! hope she is baz.. n hope she can find someone she lubb to be wif.. n dun be sad animore le lorz... hais... sianz... ytd yan ying bday i 4get sia.. but she ask me acc her home... diao! hai hao lahz! oya! ting zhen say i look lyk pai kia.. do i? even yan ying say... dotz... rebc ytd msg me... say she sad sad liddat... she still wif daryl marx? do i still hav de feelin 4 her? me dunno... juz hope she'll be happy.. n i hope i can take care of her or share her prob tgt... me end here le.. ^_^

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:25 am
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Thursday, March 09, 2006

bAck to normal

long time nv post le.. sianz.. almost 4got my username n password le lorz.. sianz.. hais... recently got lots of event happened den i too lazy to write down baz... me now got the 10th stead le.. her name is peiting.. she cute lorz... n beri swt sometimes.. heheez... me lyk cute cute de gals or swt gals.. hahax... but now.. hais.. alot of prob.. she attitude beri bad to me.. dunno why nehz? cuz of her childhood memories...? me try to ren liao... everyday i ren. put up wif it... i noe i am not a gud stead... me realli dunno wat i shld do.. hais.. cant do tis.. cant do dat.. feel so useless... den me also beri bad.. go stead wif my mei mei.. dats my 11th le.... she is a beri gud gal lorz... but too bad we juz cant be tgt.. aft a few days den break le... i feel so bad.. i am a bad guy.... is dat wat i reali wanted? sometimes me myself also beri confuse... hais.. dunno lahz! dun wanna think le lorz...
toki abt it... hais.. 8th of feb has juz pass nt long ago.. me damm sad...every 8th of every mth.. i cant hel pthinkin of her... de gal dat hurt me so much... now damm sad as i am typin.... dun wanna think of cry or wat le... me alweis think.. if we never break.. tis will be out how many mth.. how many years... so toopid.. but does she even care? i said i'll wait 4 her 4 2yrs de... but does she rmb? she alweis says promises r mead to be broken... so does tis mean anithin to her? hais... even if got stead le.. still can put her down.. hais... my xiao mei say she say her den she ask her zit her sis stead wif me.. den she lyk nt happy liddat... zit dat she mind? or am i thinkin too muc.. me juz a toopid guy dat nobody wans... hais...

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:36 am
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'watchin:you.go;

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Like how the sun is always there
 Even when it has sunk down
 It's a dream I can't let go
 Fantasies starts to flow
 Certainty is definitely here
 I remain standing in the midst of parting way
 And the shadow gently fades away

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
 While remain completely buried by that kind smile
 And echos along with that friendly voice
 Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other

Still without remembering “sadness”, I begin to grasp “pain”
When these feelings reach you, they will change into “words”
 The pulse that beats quickly catches my breath
 Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky

Awaken from a dream in an unknown world ..


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