Monday, June 20, 2005
why ish my blog alweis sad sad de?! how i hope i can include happi thingy inside lorz....haiz... lets tok abt today baz...me beri early wake up lorz...3+ awake le lorz....den saw 2 miss call...ish rebc de...haiz..she wana tok...den sent me a msg ask if i free...den say if i entertain other gals nt?! wat crap lorz... haiz... she abt 12+ wana tok.. of cuz i slp le lorz..actually, last time i veri late slp de...but nw...haiz...no mood le baz..duno baz...den i reply her.msg lorz...den da vibration wake her up baz...she replied me..den we tok lorz...den rain...mum cum out scold me..say in middle of nite siao siao go tok...dotz...but lata when she go slp le...we tok again..abt 3hrs+ bazi think!! haiz... den she sad sad de..she tell me dat she duno why miss me veri veri muc...haiz..duno baz...haiz..den tok tok le... we treat each other as blog..tok our feelin n probs out...den she say she still lyk me... she wana be fair to me n daryl.. but i told her no nid lorz..as long she n daryl happi can le.... she promised me 3things..hope she can make it! haiz...den mornin...go F&N... last minutes de..haix...den cum out..saw cass n angeline lorz...haiz... dun reali noe how to face cass lorz.... dats why i nv look at her or reali tok to her or wat lorz...when i say her auntie, she look at me..so angry...haiz...beri sry baz...duno baz...den kinda sad...ahhhh! cannt think too muc le! me no chance de! dats why i try to kep a distance frm her...try to 4get her...dun wana put pressure on her or wat lorz! aft da gatherin..we go buy things le...aft dat, i and jass n angeline...we go back coffeeshop do appriszal lorz! duno how to spell lahz...den aft dat...jass go le...haiz... me and angeline also go lorz...acc her home...haiz.... reali hope got da chance to acc cass home too.... wana get closer to her...but i siao baz!! haiz.. den took da same bus as cass baz...i didnt saw her...she also nv c me...nt fated baz...untill when they alight...den i saw dem...ish angeline tell me de lorz...haiz... duno baz...aft dat..i go back home..bath le den slp le lorz.. wake up eat dinner... den cass msg me..ask abt my headache...me veri happi... at da veri least..sje does care baz..mayb is cuz i her kor baz...duno baz...but///nvm..den wana tok to her but she cant..den angeline also tok halfway...call xj.. she noe i lyk cass and abt angeline thingy...cuz i told her lahz...cuz some things cant tell cass also marx..cuz ish abt her haiz...den xj nt goin bbq...sianz...haiz...xj say me n cass veri pei..in camp she think cass lyk me also... but i dun think so lorz..i told her le...she dun lyk me...haiz...she day dreamin lahz!! aiyo!! duno lahz!! nw online cuz i wana see if she online nt..but dun hv lorz...den nvm baz...sianz...stay happi baz me..haiz.....
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:53 pm
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